I once found myself straddling the line between reality and fantasy. Where I walked the world in a half-dream state. Neither feeling alive nor departed. I was defunct, deadened, despondent. Days dragged on, nights were too short. I slept to remove myself from the world. Too many sounds too bright I longed for the sun to set. Where nights become my saviour for solitude I craved to get out of my skin. To find a new home. I...
Strikes at the heart and oft times will not release mefor days I brood, my world a small focus inside my head At times no bigger than myself and the world just fades away. I lock myself away, not literally, just emotionally, Shut off all my receptors, ignore those that matter, those that care Lose myself in the unquiet of my mind and float in a Seething mass of unhelpful feelings. Dreams and wishes jump at me, Wants and n...
A plea sent up to a silent space.Begging the keepers of time to freeze these seconds in place.A descent has occurred in my mind today.the familiar face of sanity has taken leave this day.I fight to hush the voice that screamsfrom my eyes.Distorting the image before me untilsuspicion greets the smiles that wander in on my never ending mile.Inside of a room with the pale green tile.The man in the white coat seems to be givi...
