They keep telling me that I need to stay here, inside these green walls. They say that I need time to rest and time away from everything and everybody else. I don’t believe them, but I also know that it is pointless to argue with them. I am not crazy. I understand that you don’t get to swallow almost an entire bottle of trazadone and people think that you are normal. If I was not enclosed in these walls and this story was...

A plea sent up to a silent space.Begging the keepers of time to freeze these seconds in place.A descent has occurred in my mind today.the familiar face of sanity has taken leave this day.I fight to hush the voice that screamsfrom my eyes.Distorting the image before me untilsuspicion greets the smiles that wander in on my never ending mile.Inside of a room with the pale green tile.The man in the white coat seems to be givi...

Let this be the time when I refuse to cry, when I refuse to let the past be the future that guides. Let this be the moment that I rush into faith, steadily rapping on the door so that freedom can take its place. Let this be the era when the color on my face will never be the instrument that I use to win this race. I have read about the struggle, I have witnessed some of the pain, I have fallen victim to the lies that clos...