They hate you, they will always hate you.Its your fault too, because they don't understand you.How could they? They never take the time to understand;that the pain in your heart is suffocating you.You're way too nice, and hang around them.They smile too and use you as a pawn.They pretend to be friends and wait for that moment,So you can take the fall and they toss you away.It's your fault, it's always your fault!Even when...

Chapter 1: Strangeways, Here We Come September 12, 1987 "Let me tell you about Whitesnake," my roommate Tom shouted as we walked back to Bond Hall from the dining commons. I pretended to be interested he was talking about the worst metal band in the history of metal. He kept going on and on about how much they rocked his world. I was in hell. I didn’t want to spend my first night in college listening to this jackass talk...

Prologue: Cemetery Gates October 1991. I was asleep. No, that's a lie. I was sitting in my bed not wanting to get up. If I got out of bed my roommates would mock me. I know they heard Traci and me fight all night. When we started dating they all warned me that it would be the greatest mistake of my life. They were right. But I didn’t care, she was hot, and she was into me. I’d rather go to bed angry then be alone. If I we...

Journeywhat walks on all 4 in the morning, on 2 at noon and on 3 in the eveningwe start our journey with a free mind as a childstudies and love follows which muddles a mindfamily and the urge to provide keeps us on trackas the sun dims and gray settles in bones creakman ponders on his good and evil deedsasking and yes pleading for forgivinesspraying for peace giving hope to the futureembace your angel know you shall be mi...

I fucking hate you! How fucking dare you bring out something in me that I've never ever felt. I've never allowed myself to feel it and yet you make me feel it. Why? No fucking idea. You cow, stop sending me letters, stop interacting with me, I don't want to know you. I'm done with bitches like you, I'm done having my heart ripped out and stomped on. I'm done being told that I'm "clingy". What worse thing could you say? No...

My darling Sagara, You always asked how you became mine, I decided to tell you by words from my personal diary, my lovely. By now I am long gone, and you have an amazing and terrible journey ahead of you. Maybe this will help you. I love you with all of my heart, Darling, and may you always have courage and strength, for you will definitely need it.  Love, Cecilia, your guardian. It all started on the beach. I don't know...

No time for arrogance, ignorance is yours,it plays on my conscience;hate opens no doors. Now I've opened my eyesto your glare so breezy,love made me realise,that I bruise easy.  ♥

Jealousy Just when you think it can't get any worse, Envy penetrates your soul, And fills you with a rancor you didn't know existed, Leading you down a path that was better left untrodden, Only, you don't know how to run from the intoxicating hatred. Useless if you resist responding to the beast raging within, Seemingly devouring you from the inside out until, You do something you regret. "The jealous are possessed by mad...

Trapped.Trapped in a bubble of hatred,That suffocates rather than embraces me.Engulfing me with a fiery passion,Washing away any other emotion.Anger claws at me from the inside out,Shredding my last glimmer of hope, faith and serenity.It blinds me, only leaving behind the sight of pain and trepidation.Why have I been cursed with such sorrow?The four worst elements of life:Pain, Sorrow, Anger & Hatred

The one thing I will never understand,Is man's inhumanity to his fellow man,How people who call each other sister and brother,Could be so hurtful to one and other,How people can treat each other so mean,Without understanding where they've been,Who would lead each other into war,Choosing to be the problem, not the cure,Who have the power to guide another man's fate,With hidden agendas mixed with hate,Who think nothing of c...

I’m the girl nobody knows,Can you tell?If I disappeared, could you tell?I feel as though I’m dead sometimes,As if nobody cares about me.I may be just one simple girl,But I could change someone’s life.If only they would see that,But if I died, would you cry?Would you even notice?Would you even care?But I’ll just sit here and watch,Like always, waiting and sighing,Can I even get a hug?But who would want to do that…I mean I...

When I think of life I hope that it will get betterI think of my friends and I hold tightLove is hard to find and I hope I will find mineThe pain inside is what I find to be the calmThe calm that makes me wholeAs you take my hand I may not follow but you can rescue meRescue me from myselfI crumble under the pressureMy throat hurts and my eyes waterYou may have other things to keep you wholeBut when you crush my worldI bec...