Broken inside My pain hides behind empty smiles Nowhere to turn nowhere to go Helpless I have become Feeling like a walking mat Only here as temporary relief Once I'm used I'm thrown away Scared to speak no one will listen Who I am on the inside they are missing I wanna blossom I wanna shine The reflection in the mirror isn't mine Positivity is key but I have the wrong lock When the sun is shining I wait for rain Memories...

Drip, drip, drop, I hear it hit the floor and I cryAll love that was, existed now and before is goneDrip, drip, drop, faster it flows, I just let it goThe pain caused, unrelenting it continues onDrip, drip, drop, pooling, puddling, a circle it formsNo, I'm sorry, offered this time or shame felt insteadDrip, drip, drop, watching it run out, soon to be goneCan anyone fathom, the hurt, the break in my heartDrip, drip, drop,...

I'm in an introverted prison You never seem to speak I need to make a decisionOur situation is quite bleak If I don't talk, there's no wordsHow do I live like thisNothing to look towardsWith you, I don't really exist Everybody talks, why don't youI can't stand this anymoreI don't even want toLoving you is a chore I dream of walking out of hereRunning so far awayLooking at a new atmosphereEnjoying a brand new day In my wor...

Assassinate a friendshipEviscerate a heartAbrade a soul that trustedWhen you chose to depart You knew my fearsWhere I was weakYou learned them over timeI couldn’t be the one you wishedMore your fault than mineYou claim you made adjustmentsThere were some, I agreePerhaps it was untenableThat a new "us" should be But still I’m shocked and reelingMy anchor weighed and goneA lost and helpless feelingFarewell my comfort zone I...

I know you're stressed when you say stuff This newest one takes the cake I really think I've had enoughI think you've now brought heartbreak You need to figure stuff outAnd stop playing the victim cardAll this make me do is shoutYour words leave me scarred I think you're very weakI'm totally not impressedYour problems are not that bleakI understand that you're stressed I sure wish you had a planAnd pull yourself togetherY...

There is a drawer in my house and homethat stays shut since some time agoIt's contents known to no one but me aloneTruth be told I do look some days, but say noI slowly ease on the pull and slide it out.Looking in I see the black zippered caseWhat's inside it has said my name and shoutsI know now is the time to open it and faceMy past, present and future depend on it nowThe case is lighter than I remember it to beMaybe be...

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It doesn't even matter what you say I'm emotionally and physically drained It's just another crazy dayNothing lost and nothing gained Here I am with the walls closing inNo words ever to sayLife is feeling like a tailspinYou never can meet me halfway I wish that you could seeWhat your actions do It's absolutely killing meI really don't love you You say you will try harderIt's the same old shitYou never seem to botherYou ev...

You tell me you'll change Each month it’s the same shit Your behavior is beyond strange I really wish we could quit You never have any time for me You 'yes' me to death I wish I could leave you and be free I really need to catch my breath I’m so done with being sad I’m tired of screaming on the phone I’m hurt and feeling bad I detest your mean tone You treat me like dirt Every month it’s another excuse I’m now beyond hurt...

This poem only available on Stories Space. If you are reading it elsewhere, it has been stolen.The steam curls in the downlit beam like the fingers of cigarette smoke crawling their way into virgin lungs;Like your lies crawled their way underneath my skin;Like your venom crawled its way into my heart.The motes of moisture push against each other like unruly teenagers in an ugly playground;Like your words pushed my thought...

I don’t know why you left me? All you said “leaving for good” What is good? when I will be sad. Is that what you wanted? I returned for you I promised will be here for you always Don't you believe me? Did I break the trust? Or you left me to teach something Confused, hurt, what not I am feeling Still I respect you and your reason and smile If you are reading this I ask you something Never return to this place, if you do n...

It just came out of the blue With such venom and malice. The words of anger and contempt. They tore and ripped at my heart and soul. The sound of the words died, However, the effect and damage ravages on. I hide the sadness and regret. Shed many tears in silence. I will live with it and move on. I have too many other things to live for. That is life and relationships. They run hot and cold And swirl as the winds blow. The...

One day he was on the bridge, because I have caused him pain. I did, yes I did. Then he found another love, screaming and shouting out loud. It hurt like hell, hell it was. Always on his cell, reading, searching, for what??? To make friends that are fake? Friends who hide themselves. No real names, no real pics. He said: "Take time honey.", but that didn't work out. His cell took over his life. His cell took over his drea...

Some people feel the need to end their life, I don't understand why. I know I've felt this way and sometimes I was so close to actually doing it. The thing is, I know that maybe one day living will be worth the struggle and hopefully all the things that I've gone through, or that you've gone through, will all be worth it. I'm not saying that it will for sure be worth it and I'm not saying that one day no problems will com...

A day filled with lots of pain, No call to ask how I am.This marriage is under strain,To me it's a total sham.You seem not to care,I give it my complete all.Thank God, for my emotional affair,I feel like all I do is talk to a wall. I had major work done yesterday,I asked you for a goddamn can of soup.I have an infection with major decay,You didn't jump through any hoops. Of course, I made you a nice dinner,And still asked...