Never noticing how empty I have become. Time has pass me by. 2 x Loneliness Is the only thing you have left behind? Just barely holding on, I suck in your last images in my mind. I fall and trembled,but I keep continuing to ran. Where are you at? Left and right,but no trace of your face. Have I lost you forever? Why can’t you understand? Without you, (the last piece of the puzzle) the world becomes dark and gloomy. Why di...

The words just don’t come out. Never knowing what to say. The pain within you pours out,but no one sees it. You write your shame painfully over your body. Memories and painful words Play over like a song. You live like no one can harm you,but you’re just a broken doll. Just like the other day you keep the silence. Letting it build up. 2x Suffocating Numbness, You get to know. It’s slowly consuming you but somewhere your o...

You cry out but I refuse to hear. You don’t longer have a place here. Can’t you get that through you skull? I know, I know You are the one who give me life, but I can’t change the fact you’re the one that kill me through your foolish actions. 2x Back off! This is not a child’s play. I have fought on my own. What a shame? 5x Father You have broken your promise. Why you have to do this? Haunted by the past, I push and pull...

It still lives inside of me. Grasping me closer to the edge. I let it control me because I learned to love it. This creature is my beloved sorrow that lives by the pain it causes me. I wonder if I can make it out alive. Sometime I wonder how I can sleep at night. Can you see? What I have become... I'm still waiting for the worse to come. I’m here just living day by day. I’m always asking myself when everything started. Pa...

This boy, His eyes tells a story. His smile tells a memory. His words tells his pain. This boy, Is the one I’m so confused. His face is mark in my mind. Why can’t I shake him off? This boy, Is digging in my cold heart. I don’t wanna love! Please understand…  This boy, Is slowly knocking on my door. I’m tempting to hold back, but the heart is always the fool. I don’t know how he does it. He sees right through me. This boy,...

Every second, every minute and every hour. Day and night dark thoughts consume me. Repeat and repeat the same words. “It’s going be okay. You need to keep everything under control”. Sometimes I lie to myself and pretend it doesn’t hurt and put on a great show. But I wonder how long is this big lie going last? I really don’t know….. There are times I feel hate against the world. I just want to pull off the smirks of others...

Tangled Breathless Torn, I lay here trapped as a fly. Still stuck in the past I formed my own web with tears and shame. Death is my spider and freedom. Wrap and warp myself with threads to keep safe. Spider web, Spider web, it’s my home and my debris. This may end me but it’s the only way out of reality who I am afraid of.

I see you and it hurts me. The look you have on your face isn’t who you are. Even your voice makes me mad... it’s so fake. But I know why you’re like this. Because of him, Sweet like honey but too sweet that suffocates you. Twist with that women in his bed when you’re waiting for him in your room. I’m here looking from the side lines waiting for you to come to me. Selfish as it sounds. I wish you can get mad or cry but yo...

Endless screams, so sweet music. I corner her and see her shake in fear. What a beautiful scene. Her tears give me a rush. No I can’t… yes I warp my hands around her fragile neck and push her under water. Her eyes widen and start to kick her legs under me. Laughter left my mouth. This was the best part of my games. She is dead… I pull her out by her hair and drag my beautiful doll to my “dollhouse” I sat her in a corner a...

It’s a silent monster that eats up joy, smiles and laughter. Chokes you into the end. This silent monster is called depression. I had suffered this disease since I was seven years old. I still recall the moments I would suffocate myself with alcohol and wake up in different beds of women. This nightmare has sent me to the wall; nailing me to my torture. But like every kidnapped story, the victim becomes brainwashed and fa...

Torn to piecesI breath in the misery and guilt we all hold.In and outI lay in ground grasping for air.Can you see what I see?Lifeless, with no use.A broken butterfly without it's wings.What did I have become?Consume and eaten up.Loneliness is label over my chest.I hold myself into the end.Rip open reviewing my shame.A broken butterfly that's who I am.No chance to fly.No chance to live.Reality is a legend without a happy e...

You're breaking down to pieces.Your days are just a lost cause.Fake smiles and friendships no longer hold a meaning.Your "living dream" have never existed.Nothing.....nothing.Can make things better.Fear and pain holds you tonight.Wicked wordsare your only comfort.Kick and scream"HE" wouldn't never hear.Get over it!You fade in walls like a lost shadow in a crowd.You pull and torn down on your tainted skin.Oozing blood drip...

Every single word you ever told me was a lie.I can't trust you,but I may try before I turn insane!Don't smile slut,this doesn't mean nothing.You're dead to me!People around you see a perfect melody,but I see the truth.You're just an ugly two face!I can't hold my laugh no more.Ha! Try to reach my palace.It's a tragedy!Come on try to hold on!It's sad, angels just like you don't sing.It's sad...it's sad!Angels don't sing!I n...

You wonder when the lies would stop. You pull your hair and scream in your room,but no one can't hear you. Only silence, only silence!! Everyone tells you the pain would fade away. But how do they know? Its suffocating, don't know how to stand. Only silence is your faithful companion! Hold on! Hold on! The ritual of your death is near.Don't longer cry your demons can't haunt you. Come to the light, and let your pain be mi...

Let us hide under our beds! The monsters have come back to town. They are hunting for new flesh! Cry all you want,But they can smell your pride. There is no moment to waste. We were so wrong. We need to fight this fight. They can't take us alive! This is our time. We need to end this crime. Come on don't it. Century of the undead arrive!!!! Come on , come on!! Forget the blood on your face. Just kill! Kill! Kill! Let's ch...