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Over 90 days ago
United Kingdom

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I wait and I wait for a message from you, Though I know that you're busy, you've got stuff to do. You might be out of sight but you're way on my mind And I try to be generous, not to think you unkind.~o~ I glance at my watch, I'm still here all alone. I keep looking for mail and, again, check my phone. I try to stay upbeat and not to feel blue But I'm all on my lonesome and thinking of you. ~o~ I find myself antsy, not qu...

Belief

Sometimes it's hard to be yourself...

I dreamed that all my wounds had healed, which freed me to move on.My confidence was coming back, I'd thought it all but gone.A smile, a laugh, an opening up, a glimmer of some hope,But my epistemic self still said I was a dope.Not sure if I was worthy, was sadly my beliefAnd a brave face was the one I wore, despite the mental grief.Suppressing it, I steeled myself and closed my inner ears.Struggling with the demons who h...

Seamus

How I gave a home to someone that was lost

I woke up, yawned, blinked and stretched out my arms. I was pleasantly surprised to feel the warmth of the sun streaming in through the window onto my face and body."Well, this is a good start," I smiled to myself. "The weather's been so grey around these parts lately. I could use a little sunshine in my life."As I stretched out once more, my smile disappeared as I felt the empty space beside me in my big bed. I remembere...

Time with Gran and Da

I remember spending wonderful summers, holidaying with my great grandparents.

When I was a child, I lived with my mum, dad and baby sister. It was quite hard going, as dad had a stressful job in the police force and mum was mostly busy with the baby. So, I used to look forward to going to stay with my great grandparents. When we moved house (the first of many times as it turned out) and I changed schools, I was delighted because although it wasn't all that far from our last home, we were closer to...

Dreams

Addictions may be fun, but you can find yourself in a mess...

I'm here, though I should get things done,Such a long list, it's not much fun.A million and one things to do, As usual, my mind is full of You.The way we used to flirt and chatIt used to be such fun, and thatWe do not talk in the same way,I simply punctuate my dayWith mindless things and when I tryTo concentrate, I can but sighAnd gaze once more upon my screen,Remembering how you were so keenAnd how I used to make you lau...

She lay on the bed, eyes closed. Taking her vibe in hand, She would pleasure herself. He was so far away and she missed him. *** His face filled her mind as she began to stroke. The vibration felt good against her skin And she knew it would be swift. She'd abstained until she could be with him again. *** However, she simply could not wait any longer. As she made quick, firm little circles, She could hear his voice in her...

Banned

Good things can turn bad...

There was something amiss!Her left hand was tingling!Oh no! She began to panic.Her mind was racing.*Her heart! It must be her heart.Damn, but it had been under a lot of stress lately.She had taken on a lot.*She had opened it up.She had allowed herself to be vulnerable.To love, unconditionally.The good and bad.*As it turned out, it became bad.There was a distance that could not be breached.A chasm that she could not cross....

I Am Me

It's best just to be yourself

I am meI can be funnyI can be harshI can be vagueI can be saucyI am honestSome people don't like thatSome people can't hack itSome people think it's funnySome people find it insultingI am contentIf it's hard to takeIf it upsets youIf it makes you uncomfortableIf you want some moreI am truthfulWhen you want to talk to meWhen you crave my companyWhen you want my affectionWhen you want to come backI am hereDespite what you m...

Oyster

Sometimes the prize isn't worth the effort.

OysterHe walks along the sandy shore,Looking for the perfect place to stop.It takes him a while to find just the right place.He throws down a colourful blanket andSets up his things, ready to write.As he begins to put clever things onto the paper,He notices something at the edge of his vision.His eyes turn to look at it.It is a shell.He sighs, vaguely annoyed by the distraction,Turns back to his work, puts pen to paperTo...