It calls out to you Begs you Try Me Try Me You know you want to It whispers I'll take all your pain away You try it once You swear that's it you think you’re in control Then you try it again and again It takes over your being It calls to you More More You now belong to it It pushes everything thing you love Away from you Breaks your heart and spirit You hurt everyone It makes you go crazy With nowhere to run to Nowhere to...

In the watered down version of you, you are merely an acquaintance not the love from my youth. In this version, you are smaller with those thin hands that keep slipping through mine. And, yes, you still speak with a bit of a southern accent, but it’s not smooth or gentle. This voice does not grasp me at once wrapping me in the light that was you. Those sweetheart-baby doll-honey-sugar words are not lingering in the air. N...

Like a plate of glass the rush shatters, leaving you cut up and in pieces. It hurts. That high you attained, in comparison to this, was brief and only mildly pleasurable. Pills. You need more. You need more pills so you can make the high you seek last. If only it could last forever. You tell yourself that you're a better person because of it, but some people would tell you otherwise. Your family and friends are worried, b...

Everybody does it they say You'll enjoy it when you trip Come on it's only for today It's going to make you flip At first I was a little scared Peer pressure made me try Everybody there began to share Right away I thought I would die I immediately felt very high My mouth was very dry My pupils were large in my eyes Everybody was listening to this guy I snorted my first few lines I never laughed so very much Everybody part...

I’m falling downI know I’m gonna drownI’m fighting hardBut the truth is I am scarredI have tried to runBut this can not be wonI know I will failBut I will not bail I will fight till the endEven as I descend Though I grow blearyThere is comfort in expiryThis shall be my final featHolding on till my defeat

I know how dark the night can get I know how tight my skin can fit I know how deep the cut can go I know how much the hate can grow I know how heavy my chest can seem I know how loudly I can scream I know how thick my blood can drip I know how quick the coin can flip I know it waits 'til I'm alone I know it waits to cast a stone I know it wants to come back in I know it may one day win I know it hides 'til the dark of nig...

Daddy won't be around for a while, Can't catch you if you fall, I die every second we're apart, It's the hardest thing of all, I wont be gone forever, Those words are hard to say, But Daddy made some stupid choices, This is the price I have to pay, I'd give up forever, Just to see your face, I would trade my life right now, For just one more embrace, I'm so sorry for the pain I caused, Guess this is my fate, I'll miss you...

down, discovered an addictiondown, a serious inflictiondown, there's something I can't getdown, my palms begin to sweatdown, my hands begin to shakedown, my mind begins to flakedown, don't know if I'll survivedown, without it in my lifedown, it's hidden, far awaydown, and they have blocked my waydown, that word will seal my fatedown, I'm starting to feel hatedown, so come on, hurry pleasedown, and set my mind at easedown,...

The colors have now faded, My life has turned to grey, I created my own prison, I pay the price every day, Day after day, I am staring at the ceiling, I remind myself to breathe, Maybe I'm just dreaming, I try to wash it away, I'm having trouble breathing, Everything goes black, Suddenly I'm screaming, Why did I survive, That overdose that December, I'll never forget, The things I can't remember, How am I this high, I've...

The dust begins to settle, Once again I see clear, History keeps repeating, And a waste of another year, Addiction needs a pacifier, Its grip is unrelenting, I'm sorry for what I have become, A monster that's repenting, So please pass me some give a damn, Mine was sold somewhere behind, I'll soon trade you some "I'm clean and sober", My life will be redefined, I just want to live my life, Break free from these chains, Fin...

I feel like I'm n mourning, Like all I do is grieve, I am slowly fading, It even hurts to breath, The pain is just too much, It's my price to pay, Why must I feel like this, Just make it go away, Everyone has lost faith in me, I'm sorry I let them down, It's like I'm under water, Just about to drown, I am torn to pieces, I am broken down, Motionless as I lay, I don't make a sound, One thing is for sure, I'm absolutely jad...

Twisted thoughts,Twisted pleasures,Desperate times,Desperate measures,As the years go by,The memory remains,You and Me were both,Two runaway trains,Focus on my words,This is more then lyrical,We somehow survived,That's a freaking miracle,I overdosed and died three times,Girl have you forgotten,How could you forget,The Hell that I begotten,Even though the memories,Would make most people faint,It is what it is,And it ain't...

I have nothing left to give,Giving up never seemed so real,The pain has now consumed me,There's nothing else I feel,I cannot point a finger,I'm the only one to blame,Memories are all fading,Nothing stays the same,I have not slept in seven days,My body is so weak,I'm half the man I used to be,I should be at my peak,I know it isn't death I seek,But I deserve redemption,A get out of Hell free card,Or maybe an exemption,I ref...

Addicted To Your Love I do not know when , I do not know how , I do not know why , You came into my life like a thief , Taking you , my heart and my soul . I love you! I miss you ! I need you! My life has no sense without you , I'm addicted to you and your love . You are my light , You are my passion , You are my destiny , Your fire consumes my mind and my body , You are my weakness and my sanity . You know me inside, You...

I'm here, though I should get things done,Such a long list, it's not much fun.A million and one things to do, As usual, my mind is full of You.The way we used to flirt and chatIt used to be such fun, and thatWe do not talk in the same way,I simply punctuate my dayWith mindless things and when I tryTo concentrate, I can but sighAnd gaze once more upon my screen,Remembering how you were so keenAnd how I used to make you lau...