I'm here, though I should get things done,
Such a long list, it's not much fun.
A million and one things to do,
As usual, my mind is full of You.
The way we used to flirt and chat
It used to be such fun, and that
We do not talk in the same way,
I simply punctuate my day
With mindless things and when I try
To concentrate, I can but sigh
And gaze once more upon my screen,
Remembering how you were so keen
And how I used to make you laugh.
But now it seems you're only half
As taken as you were before.
I'm not sure why, perhaps I bore?
Or is the thrill just gone for you?
I think I know what I must do…
Is it over? Have we had our fun?
For a while, I was the "One".
I know I need to step right back,
Or we will never get on track.
If I'm not around as much for you,
Just doing the things I have to do,
Your interest may grow again.
We'd get there and I think we can.
I guess that I'll just focus on,
This and that, and get things done.
Real-life stuff that I've ignored
Mostly 'cause I'm tired or bored.
I've been neglecting things at home
Yet in this crowd, I feel alone
For now, yes, I still think of you,
Distracting from what I ought to do.
A note, a chat, an online call,
I just can't concentrate at all.
I need to be with you again
And that may happen, but 'til then
I'll focus on the normal stuff
Probably doing 'just enough'
To keep the wolves back from my door,
The minimum, but nothing more.
You're my addiction, don't you see?
But now I must do things for Me.
And though I'll think of you tonight
Hoping things may turn out right
However unlikely that really seems
I must consign you to my dreams.