Mad Stories

What is your reason for being hereIs it just to write poems and storiesOr are you here to cause tearsAre you just a bully marking your territoryWhy do some people like to cause hurtTo people, they don't even knowThey like to treat you like dirtThey put on an annoying showPerhaps they get a short time outTheir victims are made to look like foolsThey cast their stones all aboutYou have to wonder are there any rulesYou hear...

Would you believe what happened to me just yesterday? I ran into Doubt again. That grumpy man is always in my way, and he steals away my grin. Well, today I say fuck him! I practice staying here, being fully present in the now. But yesterday I let that old Mr. Doubt get to me somehow. He tells me I am silly to believe the things you say. He shows bits and pieces to make me lean his way. And I hate to admit, sometimes I do...

You Say.. You say.. I'm nasty You say.. I'm pointless You say.. I'm worthless You say.. I'm Useless You say.. I'm stupid You say.. I'm a joke You say that.. A Lot I Say I say.. behave better I say.. be nicer I say.. be polite I say.. treat me better I say.. a lot But you do not listen It never gets me anywhere You don't care, I disappearI say..what you sayIs rantsSay what you wantThat's no romance

It's hard to say how I feel, each and every day, Life is very hard, in so many ways. They say things will work out and be okay,I live my life just for today. I too get sad and things don't go right,I'm worried most days and every night. What will happen in the upcoming years?I really have no idea and cry many tears. Nobody knows what it's like in my shoes,What it's like dealing with Autism, they haven't a clue. I'll tell...

A working laptop, a word processing program and some good music, that’s all I need. Right now it’s It’s Gonna Rain! By Bonnie Pink. I don’t quite know what it is about, but I think it’s about breaking up with someone. I did look up a translation (it’s in Japanese) but I don’t really trust them. Transliterations are better because they actually translate symbol-type languages, like Japanese, better than just translating. T...

Time heals all wounds they say,Sometimes, when I get hurt I cry every day. Sometimes, lovers can say things that are so absurd,Leaving you frustrated and angered by their words.You feel like a dagger is put right through your heart,Because these words, are tearing you completely apart.Nothing they can say will make it go away,They realize what they said and then they give you a bouquet.But sometimes, beautiful flowers wil...

He was a tinkerer ever since he could remember; plastic bricks, tiny fake logs, that’s how it all began. Since then, he had graduated to bigger and better things–they weren’t actually very big things in any literal sense of the word, but definitely much better, definitely more serious, definitely more important. It sparked and sizzled out between the cold, steel tongs holding it in place. This one failed, again. If it wer...