I feel like I'm n mourning,
Like all I do is grieve,
I am slowly fading,
It even hurts to breath,
The pain is just too much,
It's my price to pay,
Why must I feel like this,
Just make it go away,
Everyone has lost faith in me,
I'm sorry I let them down,
It's like I'm under water,
Just about to drown,
I am torn to pieces,
I am broken down,
Motionless as I lay,
I don't make a sound,
One thing is for sure,
I'm absolutely jaded,
I wouldn't wish my Hell,
On a person that I hated.
It's sad the time I've wasted,
I can't ever get back,
I try to wash it away,
Everything fades to black.