Everything is such a mess. Everything I touch turns to dust and every time I speak, you look at me with disgust. I don’t know who to trust and wonder is this love or lust. And I don’t want to care about those who stare. I don’t want to share with anyone who is sometimes there yet never fully aware. Maybe it’s true and I think too much. Maybe I love and care and such. Or maybe it is that I am sick with love, with wanting s...

It's always present, just under the surface, clawing and scratching, this sadness within It can come at any time, whether rain or shine, a voice never silenced, this sadness of mine It pushes people away, those I care for most, feeding on the carnage, this sadness in me Born from past heartaches, fed by current failures, it's grip is so strong, this sadness within

I got a letterIn the postFrom one I love the mostBut what does it mean?I don't understand?Did you send it?Or did he to be underhand?I hope it was from youBut there was no noteI want it to be trueAnd not sent by him to gloatAre you reaching out?Should I send you an email?Do you want to discuss what I hope you sent meIn further detail?I really want to knowI want to contact youI miss you so so muchMy angel that is youMy hear...

The skies are star-bright to the symphonies and I hurt. I ache, I've smeared my heart on the ground gladly that the world might see its streaks and judge them art. I hardly know what they are anymore. I touch, I feel, I feel like screaming, but is it enough? Is it ever enough? Things burn. I burn. I am ashes, the grit in my mouth a stain I cannot ignore. I love, beyond myself and my means. I wrap my heart around things ti...

My Body is shaking Heart close to breaking Just who the fucking hell Did that jerk think he was taking? You do not force a woman Down on her knees That is not her place You moronic sleaze! You ask a woman nicely Perhaps seduce her with finesse But you absolutely never coerce Because of your physical prowess A woman’s heart and body Are hers alone to share If given to you freely Treat them with the utmost of care!

The main reason for coming to like you again was for self-inflicting pain. Our friendship was reconciled, and immediately afterwards I was engulfed in a sea of guilt. And yeah of course, a shit ton of time passed on and you had dated two other people. Moving on is a thing, I get that. That's all fine and dandy. But pain was shot at you for no correct reason at a point in time that could not be reversed. You had done nothi...

It's true that every young girl is a dreamer  She dreams each day to give her heart away  For Love so true it takes her to the heavens  Love's aching loneliness she'll kiss away I've known the best that Love can surely offer  Been past the joys of Love's extremities  I've been around the stars so many times now  I quite forgot how lonely one can be I sit and watch the rain lash on my window  Hear howling winds that blow t...

We dream of you Our little boy Playing with cars Trains and toys But God decided To take you away From me and your mum It kills us each day But now we know That you have wings An angel you are And have no sins Our blessed boy In paradise An angel with wings You'll be pure and wise Beautiful son Lost to meBut one day When we cease to be We will see you again And on that dayOur hearts Will mend Until then My beautiful boy I...

You say one thing, But do the total opposite. You tell me you love me, Yet it's not me by your side. You say we are family, But I feel like the outsider. You say you care, But you think I shouldn't feel hurt. How else should I feel, When my heart is tossed away? Already cracked and battered, My heart just fully shattered. Hurt and confused, I'll pick up the many pieces. Unlike before, It won't be so open and trusting. The...

I feel the summer’s warm gentle breeze as it blows back the curtains the birds chirp and sing I listen for your soft footsteps on the stairs the sweet sound of your voice no voice do I hear downstairs the piano plays a melancholy tune the air smells of old oak and cedar no fragrant perfume the humid air ever damp on my face the sweat stings my eyes or is that the tears I look for you through the window you are not down by...

As a child she was always the fat kid the one everyone always made fun of. The one who tried to show kindness and empathy but all it got her was hurt. At age 5 tried defending herself from a peer and got the cane at school and the belt at home so learnt that it was wrong. At 13 told she was stupid and couldn’t so learnt not to try At 15 had a crush and tried to catch their attention but learnt she was ugly and boys just d...

I used to think that My heart Was strength Those muscled walls pump life Through my veins and arteries Without help or direction An Involuntary act of nature Like a whirlwind That I could neither capture nor hold My heart roams free Runs deep Beats from pure passion Loves hard Expands and captures Envelopes you Breeds hope What you lack It provides with its over abundance I assumed I was created to give and share What els...

I look at you sitting in the bay window, overlooking the setting sun, as twilight slowly approaches the Pacific Ocean. My heart feels warm and my soul is full of love. You sit there with your knees up, arms wrapping around them with your head resting there, tilting watching smiling at me. The sun's rays come through the glass wrapping your head in a golden halo, my sweet angel. You smile and mouth to me, "I Love You, My D...

Love Two hearts alone. Thick walls to protect. Two hearts meet. A bond forms. Friendship breeches your wall. Brick by brick tumbles to the ground. Sunshine brighten our sky. Spring turns to Summer. Fear not my love distance is but a word. Many leagues separate lovers embrace. Our hearts grow into one. Our love burns thru Summer heat. As Fall appears on the morn. Love continues to bloom. When a leaf blows on the water. Out...

When you came into my life On that warm autumn day I wasn’t looking for anyone But so handsome and caring You made my heart flutter... The road I am travelling Is very dark and confusing It has more questions than answers Leaving me, insecure and moody. And a total bitch. I can see now Although I would love to be with you, This isn’t the time or place... I would rather be friends Than risk, losing you completely. Maybe on...