It's always present,
just under the surface,
clawing and scratching,
this sadness within

It can come at any time,
whether rain or shine,
a voice never silenced,
this sadness of mine

It pushes people away,
those I care for most,
feeding on the carnage,
this sadness in me

Born from past heartaches,
fed by current failures,
it's grip is so strong,
this sadness within