The first time I was 'around' death, for want of a better term, I was seven, maybe eight years old. For whatever reason I cannot recall the specific age I was or the exact time of year, all I know is that it was 2002 and it was either autumn or winter because of the series of events that led up to the deaths. If it was autumn then it was before my eighth birthday, if it was winter then it may have been after I turned eigh...

You have always felt it Something inside Always with you A heartbeat away Then two hearts meet The souls join The happiness and joy Immediately take over Temporary interruptions Are small worries A matter of time To reflect on your love A smile A laugh A memory or two Your heart begins to beat faster Your temperature And breathing rises too Your content You found your love It is without doubt you know your home Never to l...

Creativity flows from the ink in my pen;  Inner feelings put on paper time and again;  The hurt and pain that run so deep; Release the tears that I can't keep;  The words express what I can't speak; Of deep heartache which makes me weak;  They voice a strength that isn't there; Of love and loss and a life not fair;  But what works best this I know; Is to write of the pain and let it go. 

Missing Pieces:"Mr. Faulkner," the man said. "My name is Michael Bennett, and I was your wife's lover."Tom stood there, stock still, wondering if he had heard correctly. Michael Bennett looked at Tom oddly, questioning whether he had heard at all. He cleared his throat again to speak, but Tom interrupted him. "Mr. Bennett, you have ten seconds to get off my property before I inflict some serious damage."Michael nodded in...

Love Blessings given A gift from above The promise made In words and touch Souls touching Joined forever more Trust and devotion For all eternity Love that can not be measured With no limits Unconditional Beyond compare The love I have for thee

I love that our life has shiftedThings are so much better hereAll the stress has been liftedNow there's happiness and no tearsWe laugh and enjoy each otherThis is now where I want to beYou're my mate and my loverI love you so much you seeFor a little while, I was sadThings are now on trackNo more feelings of feeling badIt's nice to have these feelings backLife is happier and funNo need to leave realityYou're my special on...

Stop the Waterf a L L. It Trickles Down My Spine And Lets Me Know You Are Not Mine You Make Me Melt You Make Me Sweat The Birthday Candle To My Cigarette The Water Balloon  To My Underground Tunnel I Feel Your Chill In The Caverns Of My Head And To My Head You Lend Some Bitterness, Resent But Also Some Obsession My Altarpiece, Ghent Waves Of Glamour Waves Of Terror Waves Of Something That Throws Me Into A Crisis Why Is Th...

What did you really gainWith your little bashingWere you hoping to cause painLots of tongue lashingYou and your boyfriendRunning around making funSo glad we're not friendsI'm glad we're doneA signature made with raccoonsAsking my friends to join youI now understand your tuneSeems a bit cuckooA club to hate MysteriaI saw the black boxesTrying to cause a bit of hysteriaI was a bit in shockI don't follow you aroundI should h...

When a relationship ends The healing can finally beginYou were once lovers and best friendsYou got underneath each other's skinThe love was once thereNow it's all goneYou lose faith and don't careThere's nothing left to hold onNo tears as this is bestA final goodbye is saidA dead relationship laid to restHappiness is now up aheadYou're now just a memoryTucked away neatly in a boxNo need to waste any more energyNo more fig...

Would you please get out of my attic This is my home not yoursYou're causing havocYour presence is a choreYou wake us up each nightI'm going insaneThis does not seem rightYou've now become a painI hear you in my wallsAnd my ceiling tooYou sound big, not smallI really hate youYou've come through a holeYour time is up nowI'm now in controlThey'll get you somehowI wonder what you areA mouse or a raccoonYour noises are bizarr...

Anger hate jealousy and pride Be replaced with warmth Comforting love Peace and compassion Laughter instead of sorry Strength not weakness Patience and direction To show you the way These things I wish for you Each and every day To listen to the music in your heart And go to the beat of your drum To know that I am with you Every step of the way

I know you're stressed when you say stuff This newest one takes the cake I really think I've had enoughI think you've now brought heartbreak You need to figure stuff outAnd stop playing the victim cardAll this make me do is shoutYour words leave me scarred I think you're very weakI'm totally not impressedYour problems are not that bleakI understand that you're stressed I sure wish you had a planAnd pull yourself togetherY...

You gave your heart to me You trust me with your pride You always want me To stand at your side The emotions you give me I never knew I had You make me smile Even when I am sad I think of you always  Your in my heart and mind You make my days You put warmth into my night You are the sun to me And the moon that burns at night I love you and always will Because you are the beat of my heart And your mine for real I love you...

Love and hate, hand in hand, light, the shortest amount todayDarkness, winter coming, daylight ending way too soonDepression, lethargy waiting to set in and get in my waySolstice is a day of pain and hope for me as I await the return of the sun's raysIn the darkness I can ruminate about life and chances not takenLasting so long this day of the year, my mind races and runsI take advantage of the night's long length to test...

I am angry 'Cause I was sure. I knew what I wanted Despite my fear of attachments. I am angry 'Cause I got hurt. You up and left, Threw me away for another. I am angry 'Cause I'm confused. You said things, like you love me, Yet you never bothered to get to know me. I am angry 'Cause I feel led on. You made me feel special, But also made me feel like no one. I am angry 'Cause I believe my feelings were real. I'm sure it wa...