Heart-Shaped Pendulum                 There is so much in my mind right now, but the most conflicting part would be the memories, I guess. The memories of us. It cuts my heart, but at the same time, it warms my soul. I know I will remember every second of you for as long as I breathe. The two-year long relationship we share will be forever burnt into my brain, like a heart-shaped pendulum, as a strong wave in the calm oc...

It's been a while now,For many moons, I've thought of you,But time is an ever changing tide,Washing away my memories, my sorrows, my vivid dreams.I try not to think much.Let me be.Dumbed down.Fitting around.But the worst days are when I do,When I think of you.The days I cry myself to bed,The days I think of you until all the emotion is dead.I think of you, and all the slipped moments that pass like trains,Of all the momen...

Somedays I feel like diving,out to the ocean and into the cold,just let the waves take me,until I naturally float. My most morbid thoughts,are of getting old,it's a long hard life,and I don't want to be around that long. All the time I try to feel indifferent,but what will I become,with no passion, no anger,with nothing to love? All that is left is this sad, degrading carcass.And as for my soul,it has rotten; it's gone da...

Adrian Gabardo It’s been long since I last wrote to you, but its times like these, when my thoughts are so scrambled that I can’t think straight, that I need to pick up the pen and put these feelings down somewhere. It’s been a long year, very much useless and very eventful. I could tell you all about it, how I’ve cared less and less about my well-being, about my own self, how I can’t keep a relationship going for more th...

It's the end of times, People pray for their lives. And where were you when we needed a hand to hold? And where were you when faith ran away? The children die as their mothers cry, Our lives just pass, Like grains of sand falling into the hourglass, Like the pieces falling off our house. The promised land, our paradise, Seems to dim, Just like a breaking light. The gates of hell, Opened on birth, Closer to death, Burn hot...

RANDOM THOUGHTS My dreams disappear, once the morning wakes me. The nights are soothing, compared to the frenetic life. Once I sleep, It feels as if I had died, maybe that is why I'm so sad, once I wake back to being alive. I just want to keep a slow pace, while everyone is in a hurry to get to no place. The runs blends the rainbow all together,  until it's all just white. I just want to enjoy the nights, before there is...

CONFESSIONS OF A TROUBLED MIND This is no work of poetry, fiction – even though it might be argued that my thoughts are nothing but, - or even a happy hollow song that will get almost a billion views on YouTube. These few paragraphs I am about to write are nothing more, nothing less than my ideas, my thoughts and one might say, my feelings, freed from the chains of my oppressive numbness. I have no idea of where to start....

House of Horrors :) - Adrian GabardoWelcome to my paradise,feel free to play around with my mind.The spiral staircase,moves around.The rainbow coloured walls,drip melting like tears to the ground.The sad clowns smile with blood dripping down their cheeks.The big monsters' laughs echo in the house of mirrors.The red queen stains the white.Pink Floyd are playing with Brain.Welcome to my house of horrors,to the twisted littl...

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Will You Be Mine? - Adrian Gabardo I think of you all day, It's like my thoughts have been washed out, Leaving nothing but you in my brain. You have no idea how much I long for you, To hold you in my arms, To kiss your beautiful lips. I need you... Please darling, I ask you now, come home, be mine until time runs out. Your hair shines like a diamond, Your eyes gaze into my soul, Warming up this needy carcass that surround...

The Time that Lies - Adrian Gabardo I slept my life away, I ate my flesh to rot. The days seem to go by, and I just lie down waiting to die. Those beautiful honest moments, of love and passion, which I've had before, are now just memories of the present crashing. The notes ringing in my ear, buzz the sweet melody of destruction, telling me to leave my addictions, telling me to run to salvation. The lack of action is like...

Dreams - Adrian Gabardo There are no more tears, Just sorrow and regreat. The darker it gets, the shinier the smallest rainbow. The unfulfilled dreams aren't gone, but instead a memory of lost chances, of not taken opportunities. The burning knife cuts are small, they heal in no time, but when all of them sting, the heart suffers in pain. The time killed, slowly kills my life. The days spent sighing, now blow on your face...

Nights Awake - Adrian Gabardo "Grab your lunch!" You order me every morning."It's raining... Take your umbrella!" You say, every... DAMN... time."I just want the best for you." You mumble on."Study harder than everyone else." You say, as if I want to be the best. You left the me your son of a bitch. You actually left me with said bitch.Don't you think I would remember? Maybe you really thought I wouldn't,maybe you would b...

Nostalgia - Adrian Gabardo Today I remembered, that old place I used to sleep in, those four white walls within I used to reside, much alike the ones where my eyes shall close tonight. I remembered, the feeling of misplacement I used to feel, the melancholy that runned through my veins, rotting me inside. Why do I remember? Why have I forgotten the summer? Is it because winter's nearing? I feel the cold slowly freezing my...

Fallen - Adrian Gabardo The skin, loses the flesh The body, loses its soul. I'm floating, Lost in this World, I'm drowning, Feeling all alone. Take my hand, tell me where to go. Raise me to heavens, lead me to my home. I've fallen too low, it cannot be true. I live among the lost souls, I need to go home. The fire melts the flesh of my bones. Release me of my sins, Wash the pain away. Treat me like your son, beg me to sta...