The tears flow,I wish I could sleep, to drift down into unfeeling nothingness To cut myself off from this hollow emptiness But the tears flow and my thoughts SwirlPlaying out every twisted scenario of How I fucked it upHow I could have done it differently Of how much of a goddamn idiot I amStunted in emotions Stunted in heart Dead in the head Unable to express what it is that you truly meanTo meUnable to admit, for fear o...

I need to create something, anything Before my thoughts consume me whole. I need to do something, anything Before I am swept away by the storm. Just something, anything before I go insane, Before I lose to the chaos inside my brain.

I wake up every morning- incomplete look around, searching- my only need then sudden realization reminds me the social limitations decreed The years I’ve lived- matter the sex I belong to- considered the lineage, the ancestry- liable the character of she- questioned You are not yet of age- confirmed loving a man undisguised- unacceptable living together unmarried- transgression so many confines- I’m fed up! Did my lonelin...

There used to be laughter in the room, Says the wall Along with tears, Says the pillow at night She talked none stop, even in her sleep, Says the stuffed gator She always knew what time it was, Says the watch that never left her wrist But now it's empty She had been gone for years, Says the calendar that is five years old There used to be laughter in the room

Pathways to new lovers Lit by pale moonlight. Whispers of desire echo Their hunger in the night. Endless devotion promised Comes from deep within Perpetual affections are Journeys we freely begin. Desire burns in endless flames, Enraged passion to our core, Trickling sweat, molten lava Is when I became yours. Our journey suddenly halted, The scales heavy on one side. For me there was no warning Your devotion, it had died....

The grass is coldso is the rain.Holding faithto keep the plains.Then comes the desertHotter than everCactus growsVultures flyI just want to fallBut I promised someoneI Won't DieI will not be the foodI will become a rootA Great Beginning Like The Pando(Tree) My grandma cried When I was youngTold me to keep walking"Don't Look Back At Me"I continued to walkMy knees ached with painThinking I Would ReturnTo My Home PlainsWhen...

    You find refuge In yourself The only place You feel the warmth of love Safe and secured The only get away place You can find Out of sight Only you Understands yourself It’s in the inner most Part of you You find refuge A place to express To cry Shout And scream The place that heals your wounds Patch the scars in your heart Render your soul With hope When you feel alone Afraid Unwanted When life is in intolerable Dream...

You tear me down You build me upCan anything make sense again?I try to scream Scream for help I got nowhereYour hand doesn't reachI curl to a ballThen an arm comes around meI become whole againAll I needed was someone to sayI'm There For You