Days seem long, nights have no end Thoughts, words, images of maybe Restless agony, silence, a damn built No voice to scream out the pain It overtakes common sense Covers, veils, shuts out all light A place of joy becomes hell Once bright now oh so dark Mercy not an option, not now Life goes on, yeh or nay One cannot know the outcome Always wishing, dreaming, wanting Such is this, all there is Nothing more but the desire...
Stepping stones build a path Across the ocean, against storms Gray skies open as doves seek A place to perch, rest and sleep Winds cannot detour their flight Even if these birds must learn to walk Moving forward without a second thought Wings or feet will guide the way The fruits of this are to be seen Yet shall they be sour or bittersweet Always in flight seeking tomorrow Tired wings bond and find a home Once trust is gi...
In red I write Your nails to my flesh My coldness to your heat Avoid of brightness Splendor is my gray Orange to black Punches of the past I can name each demon Of a dream dreamt Glass eyes cracked The glow within Of a fevered feed Breadcrumbs laid Exit of path offered Greens of soothe My quiet defined Within beats of skip Choices refined This basket empty Acceptance denied The devil said nay @TTJD
Maybe I can't tell you what's bugging me, Maybe I can't describe it, Maybe I'm bad with words and can't tell you, Maybe you just have to wait and see. Was up 'til two last night-- Certainly, I was tired way before then, but that doesn't matter when emotions overtake, running through you like an electric current-- curling you in on yourself, until there's no more curling to do. Maybe I want help, Maybe I'm begging for it.....
Life is too short to spend it in the darkness of ones mind. Hoping this year I can see colors and light, not be blind.Sharing wondrous images, love, respecting all mankind. What are the things this year, I need not do?Certainly not spread hate and sadness, phew!Change who I am, no, that I do not have to. What are my priorities, the things I have to address? Relax with things I can't change, let go of the stress. Stay focu...
Feel this, the moment, the passion Yours so firm, mine so wet Our world, just a breath Touch me, I shudder I reach for you Your lust is heated Our bodies need this We must, it brings pleasure It beckons our dreams Your kiss, my sway Your thrust, my lift Our passion wild No barriers, no stops Just us, you and I Our desire, our want Let me love you I allow you to seek The lost tear that hides It is yours if you deem Yet you...
Bright lights, starry sky Beating passion, pulsing desire Ready or not, here I come Rivers flow onto hardened rock Smoothing the surface With sweet gentle touch Clouds disperse, making way For the rays of gold, weaving patterns Dreams and visions dance in silence Hold on tight, smile with joy This is today, such a fine moment Ready or not, it is here Take my hand, feel my touch All this and more is what awaits Come to me,...
Swirl, swirl, swirl, Go my thoughts. Go away, I don't want you! They don't subside, Never let up. Give me peace! I beg of thee, peace! Never, will it happen, So I must put up with it. Swirl, swirl, swirl, Go my thoughts. Maybe one day they'll shut up! Maybe one day, My brain will be peaceful.
Rising once again despite my wounds, the first step is always the hardest. The mist of many battles grasps my feet, whilst fighting my own ambivalence and depression, and casting aside the derision and oppression of others. Healing they want not. I bare my scars and they turn away, not in the anguish of all my ugliness, but in fear of an unstoppable force. I trod forth, each step louder than before. Falling is an expectat...
At times my thoughts are profound and darkAt times things I think are austere no spark At times they consume causing much agony At times I allow them to progress too gluttony At times I have lost every bit of self controlAt times losing all semblance heart and soul At times not able to be the person others seeAt times making me who I don't want to be At times my thoughts fill up with curiosityAt times in my mind they bree...
random thoughtson a rainy nightrain drops fallingthunder boominglighting crackingpower flickeringdog hidingwhere are the matchesand the candlesdarknesstripping over furnitureno TVtalk to my otherbring the A gamebegging to bedfinding the dogkissing cuddling making the movelights come onTV comes ondancing with the starshave I told you I hate the rain
Words softly penned in darkness An alphabet soup in my heart Knees to chin Resting Thinking Conclusion Waiting my cue Grass grows Mountains dwindle This life A funeral living To see To feel Just voices @TTJD
I have heard it said, that at my age life is golden.What was meant when these words were spoken? Reaching this time of life, I find to be anything but golden.Old age leaving my body less flexible and somewhat broken. My mind plays tricks, telling me I am still eighteen.Body touts frequently, that I am an antique machine. Looking at my reflection, I now see when into the mirror I peers.Wild hairs growing from the end of my...
Guys like me just take up space. Disconnected and standing apart. I knew long ago there is no place. There is no warmth of home or heart. Looking in beyond the glass. Always outside in the cold. The note is due for a careless past. Left holding stone that once was gold. Vagabonds move in silent stealth. Looking for a place to hide. Our pockets carry our worldly wealth. With holes in our shoes and laces untied. Bridges bui...
inner darkness I lurk fantasy mind at work repeatedly so berserk continually I rework walk around the cirque again everything murk mind begins to quirk veracity on hold smirk emotions start to perk maybe I should shirk devil the real clerk eccentricity does irk reality retuning jerk now time for work
