Maybe I can't tell you what's bugging me, Maybe I can't describe it,
Maybe I'm bad with words and can't tell you,
Maybe you just have to wait and see.
Was up 'til two last night--
Certainly, I was tired way before then,
but that doesn't matter when emotions overtake,
running through you like an electric current--
curling you in on yourself, until there's no more curling to do.
Maybe I want help,
Maybe I'm begging for it...
Maybe they're silent cries,
Maybe I'm ashamed.
No amount of physical pain anyone causes me
Could amount to this,
And I can't even tell you what's wrong,
I don't know myself.