If I was still your friend, I would be so proud of you right this second. If I was still your friend, you would not quite understand why, but accept it quietly, like you did everything else about me. If I was still your friend, I would greet you every morning, smile, stick out an arm and wrap it around your shoulders.If I was still your friend, you would smile back and tell me about your day. If I was still your friend, I...

We met at a time when we were both facing difficulties. After having being hurt and shedding many tears. One day we started talking learning, sharing, and growing closer as we gradually become friends. We started sharing more personal details as we grew even closer.Now we comfort and support  as we are each other's confidant Then one day we pulled one another sharing a passionate kiss and whispered "I love you." We discov...

I've made a huge mistakeI don't want you to go Please stay I'm awash with remorse Please let me take it back Please stay My heart will surely die If I've pushed you awayPlease stay Don’t leave my heart behind  It’s been yours for so long  Please stay A river made of tears Is washing me away Please stay My tears are all the words  My heart cannot convey  Please stay I'm lost in my sorrow I can’t find my way out  Please sta...

It's the worst feeling in the world, to have to sit idly by while someone you admire, care about, and respect goes through hell. Constant pain, you can't take for yourself. Heartbreak, you can't sew together. Loss, you can't fill. Mental torment, you can't stop. Constant emotional battering, they feel they deserve. Yet to the bottom of your soul you know they are the least deserving of this agony, and yet there isn't a si...

I ignore you so painfully obviously that it's almost like I'm screaming out how much attention I'm actually paying you. Every turn I make, every single step I take is carefully calculated to be in the opposite direction you're going. Every turn of my gaze is towards where I know your eyes won't meet mine, and every breath that escapes my mouth leaves my body with the hope that it doesn't mingle with the air around you. I...

I used to think that My heart Was strength Those muscled walls pump life Through my veins and arteries Without help or direction An Involuntary act of nature Like a whirlwind That I could neither capture nor hold My heart roams free Runs deep Beats from pure passion Loves hard Expands and captures Envelopes you Breeds hope What you lack It provides with its over abundance I assumed I was created to give and share What els...

My heart had been shattered,left broken on the floor.I love you I'd cried,as he walked out the door.So I sat in darkness, crying and feeling hurt.I didn't want him to leave,the pain was too much and I didn't feel whole,there was nothing left in to believeBut then you came, and found me.You picked me up, held me tight and cared.I didn't know why you'd stay with me, my darkness to your light.But you held my hands and left m...

Wrapping my arms around my knees pulling them close as I curl up ball. Feeling tears running down my face as I try to make sense of all this mess. Not understanding what happened or why only knowing that you are gone. You asked me to step back and spend less time but the moment I did this is what happened I still don’t know why, maybe I never will just know that I will always care... There is something else that is weird...

As the words “It’s over” Still play over and over in my head I raise my hand to the window In an effort to touch you one last time. Watching as you get in your truck Close the door without looking back. I feel tears run down my face As I remember the silliness The fun times shared with friends To the moments of great passion. Wondering now if these memories Will haunt me forever.

The rain finally started falling tonight. The steady clanking of raindrops on the roof soothed me. I like it. A relaxing feeling filled me then, and I found myself crying. I guess my emotions decided it’s about time they break out.So I cried. Along with the rain, I poured all damned feelings that were caged inside me for a lengthy time now. I don’t know how my body managed not to fall apart already since I was shattering...

Her hair midnight blue, her skin alabaster white under the moons soft light. In a place where the breeze whispers to the trees, and the fire fly's dance in the night.You will see her standing there, Waiting for a lover that never appears, listening to a music only she can hear.The world goes quiet as she lifts her skirt and bows to a lover only she can see. The moon holds its breath as she dips and sways, each movement on...

Our lust once divine Our love still a treasureOur souls for ever as oneOur beings each others support I want you to be mineI crave for your pleasureI lied, your lust undoneI fucked up, my life cut short You I want to enshrineYou were my Zephyr You I see moving onYou I no longer want to distort My feelings thorn to twineMy being wanting closure My mind urging its all foregone My soul, hating rationality, needs an escort

We were together about a month  And everything seemed to be going well  Although we were parted by distance  Your Sweet words  Warmed my heart  Making me feel so special.One day you suggested we try something new  Let’s extend our phone calls into video chat,  Although a little nervous  Worried you wouldn’t like me  I agreed.The conversation seemed to go well  Filled with the familiar warmth  Finally able to put a face to...

I always believed in fairy tales. If growing up the child of a Disney generation taught me one thing, it was that my prince would eventually come. After many years of disappointment, failed attempts, hiding behind closed doors, physical, mental, and emotional abuse, I never thought my prince would come until I met you. Against my better judgment I fell into your kind words, thoughtfulness, and persistence. You didn't show...

I have been married for 42 years. I discovered after getting married that you never really know your in-laws until then. My wife and I went to school together, grammar school and high school. I got pulled from the normal junior high school and put in an accelerated program for gifted students. Little did they know what gifted was. We met when I was sent to high school in a gifted program there too. Through high school I d...