We were together about a month
And everything seemed to be going well
Although we were parted by distance
Your Sweet words
Warmed my heart
Making me feel so special.
One day you suggested we try something new
Let’s extend our phone calls into video chat,
Although a little nervous
Worried you wouldn’t like me
I agreed.
The conversation seemed to go well
Filled with the familiar warmth
Finally able to put a face to the name.
Of course we had exchanged pictures by email
But with the net
Always being a little unsure.
The next day
I woke all excited
Wanting to speak to you again.
But what happened next
I didn’t see coming
Maybe if I had,
I would have made other decisions.
You said,
You didn’t want me
that you had lied to me
And the distance was just too great.
That you wanted us to remain friends
I was upset and I shut down,
Tears running down my face.
A day or two later
I saw you had deleted me from your accounts Your face book and other sites.
That hurt more than I can say.
I wish I knew what changed
After that conversation,
I guess I will never know.
Thanks to this heartbreak
I realised just how many friends I had
And just how special
They think I am.