Moving on Stories

"Forget"Forget about how I loved youAnd how I kissed youAnd how my eyes lit up whenYou walked into the roomForget about the long love letters that told youHow you were the best thing in my worldAnd the short sappy ones that said the sameForget about the hour long back scratches and massagesAnd how a whisper of a word, look or touch from me gave you goose bumpsForget about that.Please forget how I loved your children as my...

As I spoke about in The Ways of Religion and Belief, I did not keep many friends in my transition between elementary school and middle school. In this one, you will learn of that part of my life, and how it shapes me today. I was quite a bit more shy when I was younger, and even just a couple years ago. Since then... I've attempted to come out of the shell a bit, and I have... a little. Anyway, I had one dear friend in fi...

Searching higher ground reason within The last of a kind that cuts confused the skin, Winds that blow ever so strong, fearless icy cold Cold that once was warm so alluring, inviting A blaze, flame tall, colored as the aurora borealis Waves of seductive fire calling one to dance Dance that created music, verses and poems Deep sighs, fast heartbeat, wet lips, release Laughter, tears, thoughts, restless sleep Sleep much need...

You fell short of my expectations, took up time and created frustration You knew what to say and what to do, it's as if I was a challenge for you You fed me lies I chose to believe, that was me being naive It was not long before your poison set in and I chose to believe everything you did You had me doubting myself, acting crazy, acting out Always believing it was something I'd done, when it was you turning my words aroun...

There is so much more to me than just the words you read My words are only the starting point of all that I can be The thoughts that I write to you are true and from my heart The emotions I am discovering I have never felt before My life has been a struggle filled with betrayal and unanswered love The vow I made was in spite of me and not what I had hope for Many times I wondered if I would ever find the keys and be free...