As the night starts and the darkness comes over me,

I look out into the darkness of the shadows, only see the shell of what once was.

The hurt of being betrayed,

the anger of being hurt,

the sorrow that comes from the anger, 

all tearing at me - trying to consume me.

When will it all fade away?

Why is the loneliness of a darkened soul all I feel?

Feeling the burning of the blood coursing through my veins,

feeling it carry my pain, my anger, my sorrow throughout me.

Feeling my breath fading away as my breathing stops,

feeling my heart break with each passing moment.

As I lay here looking into the abyss of darkness, I feel my life being pulled...

pulled away from me.

I hover above, looking into the shell of the man that once was.

Goodbye to the world that once was.

Gone is the world of trust.

Gone is the world of love.

Gone is the world of caring.

Gone is the world of friendship.

The days of fun and carefree are gone to the shadow of the darkened soul.