paulus

2 Nov 2014

My Demon

one more demon from my past

There's a demon waiting in the darkTo drag me down the pitOf desperation and despairHe's there, I'm sure of it. He sits there, hiding out of sightBut I can feel he's near.He waits for me to drop my guard,To feed upon my fear. To feast upon that shred of h...

paulus

31 Oct 2014

Pause

from my darker past

I wish I had a button, to stop my aching brain, Not shut down altogether, but halt to ease the pain. If I could just stop thinking, for just one single night, I might re-find the power, to climb back to the light. I wish I had a button, to silence all aro...

paulus

30 Oct 2014

You

The things I love

Sometimes it only takes a few words to tell it all. You! The song of a bird, a poem I heard, a flower, the ocean, a wood. Just a couple of things, of which my heart sings, and one of those, sweetheart, is you!

paulus

29 Oct 2014

Discarded

Love can really hurt sometimes

note: I wrote this poem when I was really down. Don't worry about me however, I didn't take that final step and I won't. You have my heart, you are my heartAll I am now is painAs if where love residedNow only knives remain When you walked out of my lifeMy...