I don’t know why I am feeling this way all I know is it isn’t good I feel like running a knife over my wrist Or mixing some medicine with alcohol Maybe even jumping out of a window I know these aren’t solutions But I did try talking and that didn’t seem to help Besides it is not anyone’s responsibility Apart from family that don’t care They don’t even know Where I just moved too They don’t know about any of it Now the tea...

You came to me and curled up in my arms not saying anything as the tears run down your cheek. I look at you and pull you close  telling you quietly "I'm here, it will be alright" you stay quiet except the occasional sob. Running my fingers up and down you back just holding you tight until your ready to talk Knowing that if I push, you will just get angry  and no one benefits from that, so I just stay quiet and softly kiss...

He touched her heart by reaching out to her showing her in his own way that he cared but now it's like she doesn't exist the tears that fall silently at night are never heard. Now as they walk away from each other neither looking back both too caught up in their own drama Too really acknowledge the others pain. Who will be the first to calm down and possibly reach out to the other. They are, were each other's rock now the...

You went home to see your mum in January For a normal visitation and never returned. Now, five long months have passed and although we looked, you have remained gone. So today we went to court Trying to get you safely returned. The judge listened calmly at first However your mother did something stupid. She started mouthing off at the judge. so in the end they sent your mum to jail. The judge ordered that you were to come...

It’s time for the Pit Party lets head in and see whose here... The cars and sponsors are spread out all over the track letting the fans get up close and personal. Talking, taking photos, and getting autographs with the trucks and drivers. Then it’s time for the teams to make the final checks to ensure the trucks are all dialed in. Rolling out on the track, looking at the layout and then parking side by side along the edge...

It was late 2008 and after an argument with her partner over typical relationship issues, in this case finances. She was taken up to the local emergency department by an ambulance, as she had two cuts on her head, blood running down her face and bruises over her body. At the hospital she was admitted through emergency, who contacted the police. She saw a doctor who treated the injuries. The first, a cut above the right ey...

Running through the woods trying to get away but never seem able too. I'm searching looking for something some kind of answers. But the further I go the more lost I feel. Following this path then that but none feels quite right. It getting darker but I know it's still early. What should I do? I stop in my tracks and close my eyes as I stand really still. I start looking within myself Hearing a calm voice say"The answers w...

It was just after midday and we were looking, searching for something to do.The idea we came up with was going to speedway As our favourites cars are on... The kings with wings, V8 Sprint cars. We get ourselves readymaking sure we had everything,before heading to the track.We carry our chairs and a blanketAs we pay our entry at the gate.Tonight is part of the World Series the stands are packed. Fun times of speed and mud...

Who is it you think is hot? Is it the beautiful girl With the legs that go on forever. Or is it, the long haired blond Emily Procter Who plays a smart ballistic specialist, In the television show CSI: Miami. Maybe it is the average girl with curves and a great smile and a sweet caring personality that lives down the road. Or is the guy You see everyday When you work out at the gym. Maybe it’s a hot guy from your favourite...

Have you ever stopped and just thought about how people actually come to judge you?It’s not always by anything you say verbally sometimes it is by your actionsor the way you present yourself. Whether that is the clothes you wear or the design of your profile page Maybe it’s even your choice friends or the people you associate with... So I guess you could be the sweetest, kindest, most generous person, But if you’re seen t...

Remembering our conversations and the poem you wrote just for me, as we spoke your way to cheer me up. Smiling as I think about the tender moments as you lay with your head on my lap as I gently brush my fingers across your cheek.Or the way you reach out grab my hand and hold me close. Even after everything we have shared And been through We still call each other best friend. How each and every time we talk which is almos...

Walking down this dark path Having been here before Trying to find the light But never knowing what it looks like I continue walking Remembering everything We shared Felt Heard Loved Feared Admired But now I'm here again  On this dark path Hearing things with every step Laughter that scares me Screams that cause me to cover my ears I need a light Never will I find one

Wrapping my arms around my knees pulling them close as I curl up ball. Feeling tears running down my face as I try to make sense of all this mess. Not understanding what happened or why only knowing that you are gone. You asked me to step back and spend less time but the moment I did this is what happened I still don’t know why, maybe I never will just know that I will always care... There is something else that is weird...

When you came into my life, I wasn't prepared for what I found. You seemed to be hurt and deeply in pain and I felt a need to reach out a hand to help. After offering you friendship and a supportive, caring ear. Only to be reminded and told we had met in a different time and place. Stunned and shocked we talked more as the truth was gently disclosed. You took my hand gently in yours, and it touched my heart. Looking deepl...

As I remember with tears running down my face, how seventeen years ago today, you lost your fight. You lost your battle with cancer, and slipped peacefully away to a better place. Although it was filled with so much sadness for us, we were happy for you to be out of pain. You always lived your life for others  Trying to help them as much as possible. To people you met you were always kind and caring. The type to never hur...