"It's not what it looks like," he said as I walked in. Ever since I was little I’d wanted to meet Santa, but silently sneaking down the stairs on Christmas Eve to find him standing over my father’s body was not how I’d pictured it. "You’ve kill my dad!" I cried as I rushed over to him. A glass of milk was spilled on the floor and chocolate chip cookies lay scattered like my broken hopes and dreams. "No, I didn’t. I promis...

When you can’t eat, can't sleep, can't breathe without them. When your chest tightens up  and it feels as if a hand has reached up inside your chest, squeezing your heart between cold fingers.  When your eyes sting  because there’s no more tears left to cry. When all you want is better times  but know that they’re gone forever, like a memory that will never fade, like a dream that became a nightmare. When you lie awake at...

On a cold dark night a figure stood, Pale face shrouded in darkened hood, Statuesque, as though carved from wood; No beauty held the night sky. As pale as soapstone, his damp cold skin, No breath to see nor heartbeat within, A tear rolled down from cheek to chin; To stand alone and cry. The sobbing, such a sorrowful tune, Witnessed only by the resolute moon, Release he wished and ever so soon From the curse of eternal lif...

Their happiness taunts me, the cruelest of jokesIf only they knew how I felt.My heart in pieces, just a shell of a manCursing God, for the cards that were dealt.May your heart be broken a thousand timesMay you drown in a sea of tears.For only those, who have loved and lostCan know of those terrible fears.At losing a loved one, their soul mate for lifeAnd being left, so terribly alone.I would give up my life, just to see y...