(First verse) I never understood your reasoning to make me feel worthless I never understood what went through your mind every time you weren't there  Did you ever stop and think before you acted See how this would have affected me (Chorus)  Why don't you see what you put me through Why don't you see when I stand here and cry Why don't you see everything I go through Oh, I forgot it because you don't care (Second verse) ...

Living life is too painful to keep going What's the point of living life if it just contradicts Society makes rumors about everyone that causes the whole world to be over run by bullies and so much crap that causes people to break down and go in to severe depression Psychologist after psychologist have to help and help people So many people going to therapy because of all of these 'intelligent' people who know that bullyi...

Hi, I'm Martyna Smith. I was born September 22nd. My friends call me Marty and my best friend calls me penguin. If I were to tell people my story they would call me an attention seeker. Maybe attention is exactly what I need. Somewhere in this world people like me don't want to die. We want to be saved. I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you just can never seem to. How y...

You always seem to be there for me You always seem to care I push you away and you always stay The question I ask is why? I'm always putting myself down Your always trying to lift me up I'm always saying I'm not good enough You never give up on me I don't deserve to have you I will never deserve to have you

Have you ever felt like you don't belong in this world? I have Have you ever went to bed hoping you didn't wake up in the morning? I have Have you ever had suicidal thoughts that you couldn't get away from? I have Have you ever not known what to do in your life? I have Have you ever had to go through your whole day with a fake smile plastered on your face? I have Have you ever wanted to end everything just as fast as it s...

Life What is life? Why do we live it? What the point? When will everyone be happy? All these questions and more run through my head as I think of my life Is life really worth living? Were all going to die one day anyway. What is our purpose? Do we even have a purpose? A meaning? I don't feel like I do Life? It's one word yet has so much meaning to some people To me? It's just a word

"What's depression like?" he asked. It's like being at the bottom of the ocean and not being able to breathe, but seeing everyone around you breathing. It's like trying to move on, but not knowing which direction is forward. It's like going to sleep wishing and hoping you don't wake up in the morning. It's like feeling 100% worthless and not knowing your purpose. It's like feeling like you did something to make everyone s...