I...I don't remember much of last night whoops cause I'm still too Janefogged. I mean, I know I was looking at pics of her, but other than that, yeah, it's a blank.
If there was ever going to be a time for Jane to hold me tightly with no intentions of letting go, this would be it.
Aka I have a headache and the painkillers I took aren't working as fast as I wish they would.
I'm having such soft thoughts about Jane holding me and stroking my hair and kissing my forehead right now, but at the same time, I don't think I'd be able to let go of her without crying or thinking she'd disappear the second I did.
TLDR; I'm sleepy and still really emotional over her.
I'm currently switching between "I...I can't believe Jane actually exists" and "if Jane hugged me right now, I'd be unable to let go for fear of her disappearing."
TLDR; I'm really, really emotional over her right now.
Two more weeks till I'm back in Jane's arms where I belong. Brace yourselves; the countdown posts are on the way.
...also I honestly can't believe I actually made it this far without her cause there's lots of things I can live without but she's definitely not one of them.
Also, I like to think that when I'm sad or sick or something, Jane takes me into her arms like, "Come here, little one. Let your Neenee take care of you."
...and I'm honestly just feeling so soft thinking about that.
