As I spoke about in The Ways of Religion and Belief, I did not keep many friends in my transition between elementary school and middle school. In this one, you will learn of that part of my life, and how it shapes me today. I was quite a bit more shy when...
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Colors_of_the_Wind
Over 90 days ago
United States
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The Ways of Religion and Belief
The greatest pain is being so different, you'd be hated...Talk to me, You'll get to know me, You'd never know, That what I'm about to say, is true. "Don't feel like Satan, but I am to them, so I try and forget it any way I can." Neil Young. I believe in... ...love ...happiness ...realization ...uniqueness ...hel...
"When I said good morning, I was lying. I was truly thinking of how I might quit waking up. He pointed out how selfish it would be to kill myself, so I keep waking up..." Flyleaf, Much Like Falling She looks up at the light, lying in her bed. She closes h...
Erase
If I could erase anything... this is old, from another account elsewhere...Pick up the pencil, Now swap the ends, Eraser faces the paper. Erase... The hips. Erase... The stomach. Erase... The thighs. Erase... The behind. There, Now swap it back around, Draw what you want to look like. Erase... The fat. Draw... Perfect.
Here
Another from a different account..I just ... Just want you to hold me. To hold my hand as we walk through the park. To hold me tight when I wake from a nightmare. Just want you to hold me. ... wish ... Wish for time. Time to talk. Time to laugh. Time to smile and breathe and be . Wish for...
Hold Me?
Another from a different account..Raven stands at the end of the bed, looking at him as he sleeps, wondering what he's dreaming about. Was it the same as her? Was it the wish to talk for hours on end at night like they did at first? Wishing for more time together? Wishing to just be held...
Wish You Were Here
From when I was still in my long distance relationship... Song quotes by Avril Lavigne..."I can be tough,I can be strong,But with youit's not like thatat all...There's a girlwho gives a shit,Behind this wall,You just walk through it." I have walls... They're up at school and in front of my family and some of my friends, but I can't seem to ke...
Frightening Thoughts
Another from a different account..trembles shakes shudders eyes open wide in fear, a scream at her lips, looking into the blue eyes of the monster... he haunts her dreams at night doesn't let her rest in every single one it seems he does something bad being an unwelcome guest. the terror...
Could I?
From another account...Can you, can you See through my disguise? Will you, will you See me in my eyes? Can I, can I Hide my true self? Will I, will I Put my heart up on the shelf? This is a mask that you see, I doubt you could take the real me. Would you, would you Still want t...
Lonely
It was in micro... I edited, now it's a poem.Lay on my bed,Hug a pillow, curl up to the wall,I just want to be held.
Dangerous
Quotes are from The Murderer by Alesana.“You should know I’m dangerous…” -Alesana, The Murderer. His stare pierces her, Embedding itself in her mind. The knife was hidden somewhere, He told her that much, Didn’t tell her where, Just if she found it, she would live. He found it, Dripping red fr...
Brandon
particularly horrible nightmare...Running through each and every hall, Dead ends, Friends have been killed, One is tied up, stuck, Little kid, murdered. Eyes wild, Knife in hand, He chases me. "I'm going crazy without you... it's hard to believe, but I'm having fun." Alesana, The Murderer...
By Your (Grave) Side
Cancer is the most feared murderer...Trembling hands, Shaky body, Watering eyes, Whirling thoughts... as I stand by your graveside.
Play your music loud,Headphones on, secure on yourhead. Block the world out.
As The Sun Sets..
The ways of life death..."And the shadow of the day will embrace the world in grey and the sun will set for you..." ~Linkin Park, Shadow of the Day. The hospital walls, They surround her, all white, no color, all pain. The smell of death lingers in the sheets in the pillows in th...