Once loving words turn hateful Warmth succumbs to frigid frost The greatest joy becomes dull While tomorrow's hope is lostThis has been the life I know A truth always and constant And so my defenses grow Walls built to house a giantTo keep others protected Safe from my own inner gray And myself from future dread But there is a price to payA lover’s sensual grace A bright smile in gratitude Or merely a warm embrace All giv...
Building my wall Brick by brickHave to make it tallNeed to make it thickSo tired of the painI can't take it anymore Tears fall like rainQuit opening the doorHarden my heart Why do I continue to careWhere do I even start It's more than I can bear Please make it stopI want to scratch off my skinFeel like I took a 100-foot dropDon't want to let anyone one in How did I let this happen Why am I such a foolI feel all my control...
The numbing pain that surges through me, I feel it, it's over taking me. I can't breathe, chest grows tighter. My words are spoken, I try to express them. They go unheard, or maybe just ignored. Don't try, that's what I hear. A cold wall will be built, to save myself... From you...
