It's been so many years, a few joys and more tears So much I want to say, if I could find a way I'm still the boy inside, giving you that first ride The one lost in your eyes, holding you through your cries You left me so empty, and nothing can fill me So long chasing traces, wish I could trade places If I would have been more, I could have helped you soar But I only failed you, and pills became your adieu My body has gro...