Be happy You command I try to smile I play pretend Be normal You order  I try to do it But it's not easy You want pretty I don make up You want funny I learn jokes You want support I lend an ear You want time I give all of mine You want aid I rush to your side But you want  And you want But I am just me I am not perfect  As you want me You accuse  I say sorry  You shame  I take the blame But I shall remain Faithfully your...

I try so hard I give it my best I try to please you I give you all you request But you are so loud  And so very self focused You are easily offended You think I talk to much You feel I don't act right You hold it over me Day and night My every action is observed I try to be perfect But you always seem perturbed I want you to love me Or like me at least But you push me away There are others who come first I try to understa...

Terrified of everything After what you did to me Terrified of everything It's like I ceased to be Terrified of everything Panic all the time Terrified of everything So I drink too much wine Terrified of everything I just confided in a friend Terrified of everything What you did can never mend Terrified of everything It really was not easy Terrified of everything Now I'm feeling queasy Terrified of everything Will I ever r...

Life is so precious enjoy each day You never know when you might die A blink of an eye you could be taken away Friends and family left just to cry We’re shocked what happened yesterday All you did was come to work God called you and you were taken away You were found dead by the advertising clerk Your poor wife and daughter are devastated My husband is just a mess We’re all beyond frustrated This is really hard, I must co...

I’m so happy that we’re still friendsI believe we will still find our wayI plan to talk with you until the endI get excited every day We have gone through so muchBut, we still trust one anotherI can feel your warm touchYou’ll always be my friend and lover I enjoy when we’re togetherAnd you always make me giggleI enjoy our adventuresI love your jokes and maybe a riddle I love to hear your storiesAnd I like to help you when...

I'm so happy you're okayI was worried sickI love to talk every dayGlad you came back quick Each day you'll get strongAnd hopefully the cancer is goneHere on earth is where you belongYou're my friend who I count on Those days without you were toughNot knowing if you were all rightI love talking about lots of stuffTalking in the day or night To see your avatar on my pageBrought a smile to my faceYou'll be here until old age...

Many prayers are being sentI'll think about you each dayI'm sad about your eventI'm sorry it has to be this way I pray it will be successfulAnd the cancer will go awayI know it must be stressfulI'd rather see you in a play You're my sweet friendI care about you a lotI know this isn't the endJust a little rough spot I'll be here waitingTo hear the good newsI think you're amazingI hope you won't be bruised I know this is no...

Which way do I turn?  When everything I see reminds me of you you where such a big part of my life  now you have to go away It is so not fair  Because it wasn’t your fault  You were only doing  What came naturally. I am sorry I could not help I really did try, But they wouldn’t listen or couldn’t understand  What it would be like to be you. Therefore, they said you had to go Now my heart is breaking I didn’t realise you w...

Hugging you hugging meCuddled close so tenderlyIn each others armsWe hear no alarmsIn each others eyesThere's no disguiseComfortable togetherHeads light as a featherBeating hearts in rhythmSouls feeling a collisionNot wanting to let goContent with the flowCuddled into you tenderlyJoined as one you and meNo words need be saidNo worries or no dreadLetting all our stress's fleeHugging you hugging me

I see him standing over there,hands in pockets, unawarethat I know he covets me. Does he know it can never be? My friend is most dear to me,I need him here can't he see?To talk me through my silly fearsand sweep away all my tears. My heart belongs to another, My very special long-time lover. It doesn't mean that I don't needhis friendship, his advice to heed. I wish he knew that if I couldchoose another, it's him I would....

I met Tucker a few years ago. We used to talk sometimes. We'd discuss our tales of woe. He was so sweet and kind,A most beautiful friend. He was a very rare find Sometimes he'd disappear, And come back a new manAlways ready to lend an ear. I looked for him one dayAnd it seemed he'd goneI had things I wanted to say. "I read your latest proseIt's a first class readEveryone already knows" When I saw him over there I walked o...

Chapter Two - Nick “So where did you go to school before you came here?” Oasis asks me politely as we head towards our maths class. “I was home-schooled,” I say as we reach the room. As I open the door for her to the classroom, she pauses in front of me and looks at the earnest look on my face before going into the room and taking her seat. I quickly head over to the teacher's desk and hand her the slip I have to get sign...

I feel young, pretty and free. Strong, healthy and so not me. Large, loud and proud. I want to scream it to a crowd. I don't feel sad, down or depressed. Those feelings are just a mess. Come with me into the light. Let our souls, minds and hearts take flight. I am alone and I like it so. It's time to get over life and go with the flow. I feel good, great and well. Males, I will no longer dwell. Come with me and I will sho...

Hiro awoke to the sound of his alarm clock. He glared at it with droopy eyes and slapped it off his nightstand. There we go... Dreading another school day, he got out of bed, took a shower and put on his uniform. It was black button up with silver buttons, Seru High School's color. Underneath he wore a white shirt tucked into his dark blue pants. A pocket protector on the side with a black tie. He straightened his outfit...

where is he?my friend, my lover.my hypnos, my somnus.my nocturnal friend,who always came at night,and left at dawn like a vampire.every night I opened myself to him,and without fail he always came.I never had to go searching.I never had to shout out his name,he always came.telepathy at work perhaps?there were nights he came,like a thief in the night.and there were days,he knocked at the door to myself.the door I always ke...