Decisions Stories

I was asked yesterday... Why do you do what you do? What makes you make those choices? I look with question in my eyes and confusion on my little lips... You mean my life style? Or what I wore today...I jested. Then my look sobers and I reply, " I am asked all the time either on net or in real life." I pull out my phone and show a picture of my love. Most reactions are a grimace and a look of concern. He (to me) is smilin...

Laying on my board feeling the water move beneath me, my arms stretched out moving gently across the rippling surface with my chin on the board watching the reflections dance on the surface of the almost perfect glass surface. Perfection...yes, now, but just a few minutes ago I was paddling hard, getting knocked around and fighting to get to this spot. Was it worth it? Lets think.... I prep to get my board ready, park my...

That’s how you notice him. Just a flicker, the movement of a hand brushing aside a lock of hair, in the corner of your eye. Turn your head just a little bit to the right and there he is in plain view. He’s tall and muscular, and you absorb in every detail you see. He’s casually dressed in a bluish-gray t-shirt and Calvin Klein jeans, the t-shirt says “Relax, Reflect, Return” which makes no sense, it crosses your mind to a...

Angel on one, Devil on the other.With me they both reside. Sometimes they are silent, just along for the ride. Sometimes they speak loudly,I just want to hide. Sometimes they argue, making thoughts collide. Sometimes only one speaks,I feel I can confide. Sometimes they question me,other times they are snide. Sometimes they make sense,at times I can't decide. Both play a role in my life.I feel like Jekyll and Hyde.