As an unborn child, I had no place. Not a legal name. Not even a trace of who I was or where I came from.
As a child growing up I never belonged. The other had families... I had a check coming every month to keep my mouth shut.
I paid for my friends. I always had plenty money. I gave as they asked without any hurry.
As I grew into the woman I am now, not any wiser most would say, I have always loved you and love you with a passion. Please believe me. As I believe you. I wanted so hard to be in your life. Dreaming of the day I would become your wife.
We made so many plans. We had so many dreams. We talked this time and finally agreed. We had found each other again. Our hearts were finally one again. This time no marriages stood in our way. With the stroke of a pen, I gave it all away. The cabin, the land, the horses, the dance studio and all the money.
For a few days we were very happy. I had found you again and was complete. Then out of the blue, you left without a word. You stopped text and calling... You never stopped loving. I now feel empty inside and mad as hell you made me cry. You really did a number on me, it is true. When I only wanted to share a life with you
It's okay. do not feel bad for me. I still love you don't you see. I am very glad I gave it all away. Would I take you back, you say? We both know the answer. True love is out there. I just wish it was you.