Even though you can't (or just don't) see this...
I miss you

I dont eat right anymore
I dont sleep right anymore
I dont do a lot of things right anymore

I dont tell anybody, why bother
words spread like a virus with multiple hosts
I'm happy as far as they know

...and that's the way I like it

I'm happy
I tell jokes
I smile
I laugh

But it would take an impossible number of people
to truly understand the gravity of the fact that you arent next to me to make it all real...

...To share even these slightest of miniscule human behaviors with me.