This is not how it should be
Joy escapes, sinking a golden vessel
A sound, letters and vowels, words
Verses of longing, a memory
Aching to be reborn from ashes
Wanting more than deserved
The pain that does not cease
Deep sighs that seek an embrace
Warm tears flow upon icy flesh
Love, happiness, a flightless yearn
Beyond the stars a smile awaits
These are times of angst, unsure steps
Will tomorrow bring new hope
Can the heart beat, thrive as before
How to know which way is up
A storm begins or may have ended
Compass broken no way or direction
Craving to go home yet drifting