I sit here and wonder what mood you'll be in today,
It's exhausting trying to figure it out.
Will it be a happy day? Or will it be gray?
I try to be happy and not pout.
I always feel so tense and always on defense,
I give all myself to you.
Of course, this is just my two cents,
There is always two sides, but this is my view.
A relationship that blossoms and grows,
I love you with all my heart.
Is this enough? I don't know,
Sometimes, it feels like it's just falling apart.
I open myself up to you each and every day,
I'm here through thick and thin.
I show you love and affection in my own way,
I'm just not sure where you've been.
I feel so alone here; I just want to cry,
I'm talking to you, but you're just so far away.
You can see the unhappiness in my eyes,
All I can do is hope and pray.
I just want to wrap myself up and sleep,
I'm so tired and cold here.
I'm finally asleep and it's very deep,
There are no more tears.