Standing on the edge... The brink of nothingness.... Alone... Empty... Hopeless... Unloved... Broken... Shattered... Piece by piece... Floating away... One anguished memory after another... Broken and jagged... Ragged and sharp... Shard after shard ripping through... Heart... Soul... Mind... Body... Consciousness... My life flies by... No reality to grasp... Shattered pieces... Here and there... Forever broken... Repairs...

A series of random events, compiled to either make or break the person subjected to their existence. Some events I'm convinced we all have to go through, in order to test our coping and adaptability skills we all need to make it here on this plane of existence. All the wrong people that seem to come into our lives, are really tests to see if we are ready and deserving of that single window of awesomeness that rarely comes...

You say one thing, But do the total opposite. You tell me you love me, Yet it's not me by your side. You say we are family, But I feel like the outsider. You say you care, But you think I shouldn't feel hurt. How else should I feel, When my heart is tossed away? Already cracked and battered, My heart just fully shattered. Hurt and confused, I'll pick up the many pieces. Unlike before, It won't be so open and trusting. The...

Every time it's the same. Lie after lie, that you don't see till it's to late. Why can't this chain be broken? Is it because I'm unworthy? Or the people I choose? Why can't I have honesty? When will this end? Is this something I give off? Like a vibe or something physical? Something that lets you think 'I'll just take whatever you give'? That I'll just hide my head and take it? That I will never question what is said or d...

You are the one, The light of my life. You mean the world to me, Morning, noon and night. You are my heart, My soul's only desire. You are everything good, My spirit's only fire. Through the good and bad, By you I'll always stand. For me, You're the only man.

With all that I am, With every breath I take, You're all I wish for asleep, or awake. My soul mate you are, Till the day that we die, Even in the ever after next to you I will lie. We are as one, Both heart and soul, Where one goes the other will follow. In darkness and light, Joy and sorrow, You'll always be my tomorrow.

They day is gone with nothing left. My heart is broken with emptiness. How to cope when left all alone. Shattered pieces hither and yon. What's the point with everything gone. You get the message that shatters your world. What to do and where to turn. When whom you confide has just up and died. So much inside you but nowhere to go. So it builds and builds till your going to explode. But who will be the one with the glue?...

I'm trying so hard To make everything better The more I change the stranger I feel People say oh Sin change this or that There are so few that encourage me to continue To conquer the things I really need to fix in my life for better living But there is no end of the comments that make you feel unworthy Unloved, unlovable, useless in the grand scheme of thing From being blown off and forgotten about after a verbal platitud...

The person you call first (good or bad) The person you would trust the safety of your child to The person you would trust with your very life The person who's always by your side through thick and thin The person willing to walk behind you to give you a little nudge when needed The person loyal to you and family because to them they are one in the same The person who's always honest with you, no matter the subject The per...

Faraway and yet so close, a phone call or text message away. The one who makes me laugh, and has me feeling great about myself. While others want to cause tears and pain. They try to grow seeds of nothingness, and attack my self worth. He brings me joy and happiness, where before there was pain, and depression. My own ray of sunshine, on cloudy days. My confidant in all things. My sanity through all the chaos and discord....

I would give him everything I own I would do anything and everything: I would walk through fire to keep him safe I would act a fool to make him laugh I would walk through hell to rescue him from his demons I would share my last drop of water or crust of bread I would argue with the devil himself I would take his pain so he could relax I would take his nightmares so he could sleep I would take his scars so he was whole aga...

It's the worst feeling in the world, to have to sit idly by while someone you admire, care about, and respect goes through hell. Constant pain, you can't take for yourself. Heartbreak, you can't sew together. Loss, you can't fill. Mental torment, you can't stop. Constant emotional battering, they feel they deserve. Yet to the bottom of your soul you know they are the least deserving of this agony, and yet there isn't a si...

Just because they aren't remembered and treasured by some doesn't mean they are used up and worthless to others. The most innocent of actions, or lack thereof, causes untold damage. Be it thoughtlessness, or forgetfulness, the outcome remains the same. All we seek is simple: human connection companionship understanding. Respect and honesty all things of the past. Forgiveness and kindness things that never seem to last. Sh...