This is willingly being posted due to a friend I have found here thank youbless you, Vani. HONOR turns to RESPECTa hurried life as I run through not looking not caring as my grief turns to hateof others...Of HER doctors and yes hate of myselfmost do not know of that dark pathas I freely gave my soul one day turns to night as I surf the netread a short story, my soul growlsdrink of sex, lust and more, feed yourdark hungry...

as a child you beginpush pushing to leaveschool for somework for your friendsschool for you of the worst kindtaught to hunt your own kindpretty in green mother's pridenot knowing you hunt your kindmorning comes as night followsnew friends beside youall on the same journeyrest during the sunas we hunt by the light of moonfresh faces come hard faces leavingfew whole, most brokenthen the lucky onesplaced with honor for their...

Dreamsyou wake once moreknowing you will go thru the same as beforeshower shave dresslike every other daystop for coffee and chatas your phone awakesis it, can it be the one of your dreamspleasant hellos from bothasking of family and plansa dance with youngestsmile forms as you sipdreams of past dreams of what coulddreams of what shouldas you work till dreams as you workof what couldof what shouldknowing it willstart over...

Holding My HeartI toss and toss some moreWake with a feeling of wanting moreYour love in my heart to the coreA simple kissA simple smileA simple touchDo I ask for moreWith a smile for meHolding my heart you sayI love you even more

Phoenix AwakesO great one risePhoenix awake and soarfrom war torn soulssmell and taste of burnt asheyes wide with hurtfeathers awash as Phoenix rises once morecry with the ages as he rises once morewings spread circles againcalling for his onewith tail of goldher wings full of love for himpressing her heart to hispeace and love flows thruher regal formwings fold eyes aglowlost love besides him once moreto their nest they...

Forbidden LoveI love you soawake my thoughts fly to youdreaming of our first kisswalking in the rainthis is what I missI love you soseeing you with himlaughing and holding handswishing this was usthis is what I missI love you soyour soft kissyour soft smilesas I drift off to sleepthis is what I miss

Angels take careLoveAngels come downblessing you solove in the airAngels take carebegging you to take careyou saying love is herelove is therehearts not listening souls on fireAngels take care

The Foolas I sit on a bar stooldreams of youasking how am I the foolthoughts of that late fall daylaughin smiling at allwhile being play the foolwas it the first I saw youa man dressed as a sailor boya look. a smile. a stopwas that allfor the sailor boywhile being played the foolheart afire but not for mefor that sailor boyas I sit on a bar stoolbut to knowI've been played the fool

ReleaseYou tossYou turnYou dream of himO you miss him soYour fingers go to workDeeper they goThoughts of himBall your fistFingers flyStars and lightO you miss him soBegging for Release

My LoveMy loveMy loverMy keeper of my heartMy protector of my soulMy air that I breatheMy world My allMy loverMy love