Happy times without you here,Are few and far between,I no longer cry for you,And I'm still stayn' clean,I'm sorry for the pain I caused,But I can't turn back time,When you left I died inside,A pain of a different kind,It seems like it was yesterday,It's been about two years,When you left the sky fell down,I had to face my fears,Although it took some time,I can say one thing that's true,I live a little more each day,I'm ju...

I was only six,By now I would be eleven,But that stranger hurt me,Now I'm in Heaven,I watch over my sisters, And my little brother,I know they are safe,He can't hurt another,He came into my room, When I was asleep,Since I've been gone,My family weeps,Now I'm an Angel,I keep children safe,Not one more child,Will end up in this place,I help my family,To no longer weep,Now I'm at rest,In eternal sleep.

Sweet baby Maddy,Still born at birth,God needed you in Heaven,More then he did on earth,I visit your grave, At least twice a week,Please don't be sad,At the tears down my cheek,I only held you once, Although lifeless and still,I hope you dont forget,Because I never will.We all love you baby girl..Tell Grandma I love her because I know she has you in her arms..I will see you soon....

I can pretend,That the pain's not real,I try to block it out,Til I'm so numb that I don't feel,The road is just one way,I'm either right or wrong,I've made many bad decisions,I was wrong all along,For 13 years,I was daddy of the year,It changed in an instant,You left with eyes full of tears,I give you my word,I'ma make this right,I will never give up,Your daddy will fight,I will never stop,Until you're homeward bound,It's...

All Or Nothing When I walked in,And our eyes met,A moment in time,I will never forget,Every minute our love grows,But your family wants me gone,The love we share nobody knows,We dont make love,We make magic,If we end up apart,That would be so tragic,I more then love you,Have for quite some time,My feelings are so strong,It should be a crime,You're a dream come true,You've touched my life,I cant wait for the day,I make you...

When I was growing up, Laws were just too lenient,  My mom would beat my sisters,  And me, we were convenient,  She'd say "your a loser just like your father,  I'd cry for help,  But no one would bother,  I never had a friend,  It was just too risky,  My mom was just to violent,  Mom please put down the whiskey,  We all have our stories,  This is a small chapter,  Imagine growing up,  With tears instead of laughter.

I have searched for you, for 38 years, With my broken soul,  I've cried a million tears,  You're the best friend,  I've ever had,  Although I'm thankful,  It still makes me sad,  You are my soul-mate,  The girl of my dreams,  But fate has other plans,  At least so it seems,  I know you're hurting,  You know I'm here,  We'll get through this together,  And dry your last tear...

He must have been an angel,He wasn't really there,Riding in that ambulance,I wasn't even scared,You're going to be okay,There's nothing to fear,You're not needed in heaven yet,God still needs you here,I knew you would need me,That's why I was here,Your grandma says to tell you hi,And she'll see you when your time's there.

I have lost more,Then I can replace,The pain is crystal clear,When you look at my face,The blame falls on me,I own the situation,But my babies live far away,I don't even get visitation,My kids are little soldiers,Battle tested and strong,I'm the first to look them in the eye,And say I'm sorry, I was wrong,I take life day by day,Keep on keeping on,I didn't know back then,That they were already gone.

Thunder in the distance,Life is looking grim,The thunder's getting closer,As she thinks of him,The things that do not kill you,Can only make you stronger,I'm as strong as I can get,I can't go on much longer,It sometimes hurts to breathe,It even hurts to walk,Sometimes I go for days,And I don't even talk,I've created my own prison,Welcome to my hell,The thunder is now here,The king's the one that fell,Life is just so cold,...

13 million excuses, for all the wrong I do, I've broken your heart every time, I told a lie to you, the high isnt worth, the pain in your eyes, when will we wake up, when sombody dies, nothing to lose, our lives to gain, our kids are the ones, getting hurt with the pain...

out of sight, out of mind is true all too often, whether I'm standing here, or lying in my coffin, everyone goes through hell, we can all relate, the lockdown horn just blew, I better not be late, seeing my kids through bullet proof glass, it's a different kind of pain, feel free to pray to God, he wont stop the rain, if you let your time to you, you will go insane, an estimated 36% of inmates are innocent, but must endur...

At 5am my cell door pops, it's time to get my tray. Although life is grim, they won't take it away. My nightmare is on repeat, as days and months pass by. Nobody asked if I did what they said, I can only wonder why. A living Hell I'm living through, please wake me from this pain, I pray to God throughout the day, but he never slows the rain. This cannot be real, accused of such a crime. I do research and learn, this happe...

you told me keep my head up, never stop tryin, stiffin up my upper lip, stop all that crying, you should be far away, yet you're right by my side, been there when I smiled, held me when I cried, I say you're my Angel, that was soon proven true, I would be dead 5 times, if not for you, you know I'm a fighter, you remind me every day, I won't let you down, make you proud in every way, God knew what he was doing, when he cre...

Dear Agony,It's me, the one you love the most, I am your favorite, I am your ghost. I pray for death, but you intervene. You control my life, you control my dreams. I cannot live, I cannot die. I have nothing left to give, yet I refuse to cry. Dear Agony, It's me, just please let me die.. Trey