I have lost more,
Then I can replace,
The pain is crystal clear,
When you look at my face,
The blame falls on me,
I own the situation,
But my babies live far away,
I don't even get visitation,
My kids are little soldiers,
Battle tested and strong,
I'm the first to look them in the eye,
And say I'm sorry, I was wrong,
I take life day by day,
Keep on keeping on,
I didn't know back then,
That they were already gone.