You live life on a path A path of destructionDestruction leads to hurtYou thrive on hurting othersHurting others the way you hurtYou want others to sufferSuffer for your gainWhen someone helps you You inject toxicity in their livesThen run back to them whenAll else falls apartYou live life with a senseA sense of entitlementYou expect people in your lifeTo do what you want and to serveYour purposeYou act like their caring...

When you go to sleepJust remember meClose your eyesRest easyWhen you go to sleepBe sure to dreamMeet Granny thereShe will protect youThrough the nightPlaying games and holding You tightLet her pray for you, keep dreaming Your dreams will lead you back to myLoving arms in the morning light When you awake, I will Still be watching over youWith God’s helpWe will keep you safeWhen you go to sleepJust remember meClose your eye...

I woke up todayAnd started to prayBut today was not the sameMy heart was heavy My burden was great I asked God about his will Why it was my place to healWhy Lord do you want meTo help them today?When I do, I get rejection  I do not understand my submissionI am always ready to do your workEven though I am used and hurt.The response I heard made my Heart sinkGod said it was a lesson to seek I want you to learnAbout my mercy...