It's an addiction I'm sure That at the end of a long stressful day I can't wait till its time for bed And let you take me away My head on your chest  Under your chin  Damp hair tickles my cheek  As I just breathe you in. I hear your heart beat  A melody to my ear  It doesn't matter how bad the day was  All my cares disappear  I listen to you breathe  So lost in our connection My hand on your hip Just inches from your erec...

She came into this worldDramatic and loudFrom the first moment I saw herI felt like I was walking on a cloud Big beautiful eyes staring at me The second she heard my voiceShe stopped crying Like she had no other choice She truly is my mini meShe has all my good partsBut made them better Touching everyone's hearts Everything she learned Was early and quick Such a healthy babyHardly ever sick At seven monthsShe took off wal...

Your heart isn't big enoughYour soul pure enoughTo ever make me believeThat you are good enoughYou can look like a modelSmell like a fantasySpeak words of poetryBut you will never be good enoughYou can treat her like a princessAdore her to piecesBut unless you are perfect You will never be good enoughYou can be smart as EinsteinA member of MensaBut unless you can promise to never hurt her You will never be good enoughShe'...

** some may find to sad to read **We brought him home as a 6 month old puppy. Our only pet. We named him Renegade after a college mascot. ( funny how 13 years later my daughter attends that school!) He was the only for many years. Protecting us, loving us, inseparable. When he hit 9 years old we assumed his time was limited and got another pup, Duke. It took 3 solid months to get Renegade to accept the puppy but he did, a...

Hard to believe How much has changed in a year I was lost and alone  And yet had so many people near I thought I wanted to leaveMy marriage of years  Even though when I wasn't with him I was always close to tears Convinced I wanted someone else Needed something more But, no matter what , my husband  Was the one I adore Living in separate houses I craved sleeping in his arms  Couldn't let go  As others worked their charms...

*Please do not be offended if I do not friend you, or post or comment. if you ever wonder why I have no bio, I do not post, or comment, I only read and write... This is why... Online life became an abyss for me, a black hole I could not find my way out of. But man, I love to write... Some may figure out who I was... But this is my story...My life on the red side...I met my husband in an unconventional way. He was my best...

She sits on the cold tile floor of the bathroom, naked and alone. She has been betrayed and abandoned, lost and confused. She has tried to climb her way back, to fight through the tears. She is no longer strong enough, no longer whole enough. She is too tired and too disenchanted. The razor glides across her wrist in a swift motion, the blood bubbling in its trail, dripping to the floor. For that one brief moment she felt...

A year ago on Valentine's Day, my husband and I had just separated. I ventured out to play and leave it all behind, until he whispered the words to me "just because it is easier to start over than to fix what you already have doesn't mean it is right. " and so we went to counseling, and we fought a hard fight to put our marriage back together. Now we whisper words of love, and pledge our devotion frequently. We have talke...

I wish I were born in simpler timesWhen marriage was forever A time when people fixed what was brokenInstead of throwing it awayWe live in a worldOf instant gratificationFollowing desires and wantsLosing loyalty and faith We live in a world Where it takes multiple peopleTo satisfy our needsAnd your marriage is the last thing you focus onWork, kids, freedomBills, friends, All more importantI am a hopeless romanticI believe...

You filled my ears with lies You played such a gameIt shouldn't have been a surprise  I am to blame I fell for it  Hook line and sinker  Believed it all  What was I thinking You became my best friendAnd then I loved you soHours and hours spend togetherI couldn't let you go Words meant just for me They were all untrueRepeated to every other girlI wasn't special to you You told me you loved me And we'd always be together An...

She's like a mirage  A beautiful paradise Full of grace and beauty And a heart so wise I loved him And he loved meBut it wasn't enoughNot meant to be With my soul mate Is my place in lifeThe light of my soulIm proud to be his wife When I walked awayTo never speak again What better to know She will take care of him So I placed his hand in hers And kissed that life goodbye Knowing my place to be And in each other they will...

To my beautiful daughter,From the moment you were born you were beautiful, boisterous and had such a need for people. You walked early, talked early, and you were like a ray of sunshine in everyone's life.This year was a rough one, and for most of it you were the only one by my side, I know we had some very trying times and damaged our relationship. We also had some times together that I think in the end will have bonded...

We fought the oddsFrom the day we metIt was the choice of the gods With no regretMelded togetherSoul mates from the very first dayWe've survived even the roughest of weatherNothing could tear us awayYou still make my heart skip a beatWhen your hand touches meYou make me feel complete And set my soul freeOverwhelming is my love for you Falling in love was destinyWe know our love is trueSometimes it consumes meYou are my ev...

I don't miss the dramaThe who is f%*#% whoThe "friends" who lie behind each others backAnd have nothing better to do I didn't lie about my ageAnd make myself 20 years youngerOr act like a character on stage Faking the hungerI was realI laid my heart out on my sleeveAll they did was lie and stealAnd do everything to make me believeSoon, the words a beautiful cadence just for meWas repeated verbatimTo anyone who they see An...

The first time I saw his handI thought " oh how sexy is he!" They are strong and largeBut delicate with me The hand on the small of my backGuiding me through a door,Dwarfing mine in his This man I adore His fingers brush a hair from my faceOr hands hold me tightHis hands so sexyMake me feel just right Warm and secureLoved and wantedProtective and needing No longer haunted Long fingers, strong handsThis man of mine does br...