Kind-hearted Aussie Angel
thinking about my best friend who went to emergency department earlier today... hope its not as bad as they thought... my thoughts are with you.. ILY xo
I am so worried. I hope you are okay.
Why can't I stop thinking about you. Always am. Beginning of the day and at the end. And in the between.
because if you dont, you'll never know what would happen if you did
I been sleeping too much. It may nit be healthy because I have no reason to be sleeping half the day away since I decided to go to bed earlier then I usually do. And I find it hard to stay awake during the day when I just want to find the most comfortable piece of floor to curl up at and sleep away.
Funny how not even a month ago I couldn't sleep very much at all.
Say something or I am giving up on you.....
Kind-hearted Aussie Angel
Feeling bad for my friend who is being accused of stuff, and they just want it to stop so they can move on with there life and focus on the important stuff. there kids and health
Calm down Justine... Just calm down....
My darkest thoughts are in mind. More I think the deeper I go. The more I may hurt myself again.
There's a door in my mind. One that leads to my darkest secrets and hidden horrors that even I no longer know. But I sense it there a dark stain in the back. Noons seems to believe me when I say it's there. When someone tries ti get too close and I feel threatened and exposed. I warn them, I will hurt them. They will try to touch the handle to that door to get me to open up but I hurt them!
Kind-hearted Aussie Angel
less than a fortnight to go, still have lots i need to do... the closer it gets the scarier and darker my thoughts get. really worried and scared
I am telling people my problems does nothing for me. I just keep it quiet until I have someone drag it out or it kills me. Either way, I just cry. I show people me happy side taking away the bad. Pretending it doesn't exist to me. Having people deal with my problems isn't good because they have there own to worry about. So I keep quiet, think to myself.
Right now, I'm thinking about how often people change their screen name and avatar...
Drifting within Shadows of Color
Seasons change on the calendar
Days crossed off, gone, past
The morning comes in silence
How I wish her to speak
Scream, yell, spit and heave
All I seek is the will to live once again
Love and Enjoy Every Day for it is a Gift
I'm thinking of writing something tonight. No clue what, but I shall just type and type and not stop until I finish.
My family is pretty big. Not my blood relatives but my chosen family. So according to all my friends in the past few years I have four or five 'children' ten 'sisters', three-five 'brothers', seventeen 'cousins', one frienemy, one 'sisterinlaw' and one boyfriend. Now where exactly they stand is a different list entirely and way more complex.
Kind-hearted Aussie Angel
12 days left and counting .... getting harder to find something to be positive about... but have to try to keep my spirits up or i will hurt those closest to me and that will hurt me even more than i am hurting already
Concern for a dear friend here on StoriesSpace..
I've been feeling secluded all day... so where is everyone?
I have been here, waiting for you. We have a lot to discuss. So when will you show up?
I just keep hopping from place to place.
I never stay too long.
I just keep moving singing a song.
So you better stop me if you want to chat.
Or you will never know where I am at.
Everyone has their own demons to beat. Everyone is plagued by a deadly sin or two. Rarely more then three, and even more rare to have none at all. I figured out mine at least. Envy and wrath. That sums up mine in a heart beat. Maybe sloth but that one I can easily beat. It's the other two that is hard.