They're emotional vampires, hon.
How can I make you see this?
What about you?
What about what you want?
I'm annoyed to death.
They see and spend time with you 24/7.
Then call and text and check up on you.
They don't care how you are, they're only checking up on you!!
It's so unhealthy. It makes me sick.
I don't know how to open your eyes so you can see this.
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Quote by One_wordQuote by maryruthQuote by Rebellious_SoulQuote by One_wordQuote by Rebellious_Soul
What am supposed to do? How do I fix things... sigh, sometimes i know i am to evil for heaven and too good for hell. To limbo for me!
Do you know how right you are about that but for me I am going straight to hell. No questions asked.
: , because i purposely try to balance myself as such. And nope, you're not, even if you do, well... jail break?
Well I don't really know wither of you but I think from what I read you both are really caring people with a lot of love in your hearts.
Thank you dear that is kind of you.
Aww your so sweet, but everyone has their reason. Dont worry, we shall be fine because then again there is the option of jail break
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Hope you get those, Andrew.
Can you trade something for a guitar cable?
Computer services?
Good luck hon.
I eventually decided to stop being lazy, and get my arse up into the loft to get the cable. I'd stashed it there a while ago, when I was tidying up, so that it didn't get lost. Mind you, if I could trade computer services for a Jim Root Signature Telecaster, then I'd be pretty damned happy. Or a J-5 Signature Telecaster, or even just a normal Telecaster. I just want a fucking Telecaster damningtingitinton!
Ghosts, flamingos, guitars and vodka. Eclectic subjects, eccentric stories:
Humorous guide & Recommended Read =^.^= How To Make a Cup of Tea
A flash fiction series :) A Random Moment in Time
Editors' Pick! :D I Am The Deep, Dark Woods
And another EP!: The Fragility of Age
=^.^=
Humorous guide & Recommended Read =^.^= How To Make a Cup of Tea
A flash fiction series :) A Random Moment in Time
Editors' Pick! :D I Am The Deep, Dark Woods
And another EP!: The Fragility of Age
=^.^=
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why oh why can I not forget
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I don't know whether U want to got out and buy some more crap. Maybe get myself a bottle of beer for tonight. Oh, a bottle of beer sounds good. I might also post a musing that I wrote last night while on the bus.
Ghosts, flamingos, guitars and vodka. Eclectic subjects, eccentric stories:
Humorous guide & Recommended Read =^.^= How To Make a Cup of Tea
A flash fiction series :) A Random Moment in Time
Editors' Pick! :D I Am The Deep, Dark Woods
And another EP!: The Fragility of Age
=^.^=
Humorous guide & Recommended Read =^.^= How To Make a Cup of Tea
A flash fiction series :) A Random Moment in Time
Editors' Pick! :D I Am The Deep, Dark Woods
And another EP!: The Fragility of Age
=^.^=
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That is just rich.... I think my sides hurt. Sigh, good laugh. Anyways, I think I am distancing myself on purpose. But why?
I know I make just the wonderful jokes but you have to admit it is true. But anyways the reason you are so distant because you are busy with your own life and you can't maintain being here and there at the same time. Which I am right of course. Quote by TwistedWorldQuote by Entangled_Fate
Hey if i can do it, she can do it. Just a give and take Neechan. Anyways, so cold hands are freezing and I wore gloves!
It's funny they dont think I can hear them, and the yexpect me to play the nice sweet charming little girl, when I can hear what they say behind my back. They can swear up and down that everyone else is the key to my problems but I know, I know it is the fact I just can't take it anymore, because no matter what I do it comes off as an attitude with them, even wheb I try and be chipper for their sakes they find it even more of an attitude. Sorry if I can't have genuine emotion anymore!
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Quote by Rebellious_SoulStill, exactly that is what I sense in what you write, even if you yourself may not be aware of it.
Sorry if I can't have genuine emotion anymore!
If life seems jolly rotten
there's something you've forgotten
and that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
from Monty Python's "Life of Brian"
there's something you've forgotten
and that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
from Monty Python's "Life of Brian"
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Quote by Rebellious_SoulI thought that's what you meant. It's not good though, to bottle up your emotions, to hide them behind a wall. No matter how strong, it will not hold in the end. And I know from experience, that when that wall collapses, it can drag you down with it. Don't let that happen to you. Be you and let them know who that is. People should know you, and love you for who you are. Giving them an act, a mask to love instead is only fooling them, and more important, yourself. Don't.Quote by paulusQuote by Rebellious_SoulStill, exactly that is what I sense in what you write, even if you yourself may not be aware of it.
Sorry if I can't have genuine emotion anymore!
No i meant it by outwardly showing it.
If life seems jolly rotten
there's something you've forgotten
and that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
from Monty Python's "Life of Brian"
there's something you've forgotten
and that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
from Monty Python's "Life of Brian"
The problem isnt that I hide my emotions from people the problem is that when i show themto my parents I getin trouble, I get yeled at for having an attitude andhlf the time i was just beibg me. And then they talk about me behind my back as though i wasnt in the next room. Sorry if it seems like I am being down about myself, im just saying I am sick and tired of it because nothinis good enough withhem nd that drns my emotions, and why should i go and be hpy to be calld down five hundred times a night and I am doing stuff to relax because i think i need a break, but they call me for everything! Even to fetcj my stupid brother because he is playing videogames wih headphnes on. And when he's not he pretends not to hear in hopes i get called down instead. Why should I be happy about ny of that? Hence whyI try to forceit. I am not hiding my emotions excepthe urge to scream at them and waltz out that door.
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The problem isnt that I hide my emotions from people the problem is that when i show themto my parents I getin trouble, I get yeled at for having an attitude andhlf the time i was just beibg me. And then they talk about me behind my back as though i wasnt in the next room. Sorry if it seems like I am being down about myself, im just saying I am sick and tired of it because nothinis good enough withhem nd that drns my emotions, and why should i go and be hpy to be calld down five hundred times a night and I am doing stuff to relax because i think i need a break, but they call me for everything! Even to fetcj my stupid brother because he is playing videogames wih headphnes on. And when he's not he pretends not to hear in hopes i get called down instead. Why should I be happy about ny of that? Hence whyI try to forceit. I am not hiding my emotions excepthe urge to scream at them and waltz out that door.
There's nothing wrong with being you.
You are bright, funny and an amazing writer.
It's your parents problem, not yours.
It sounds like they treat you like a slave and for some reason, you're brother's a prince.
Doesn't make sense to me.
I hope you do scream at some point, it must be suffocating to be you.
Hugs and love from Margot
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Quote by Rebellious_SoulThen why don't you? It just might improve the relationship with your parents, when your not constantly bumping into eachother. Maybe they have a hard time, knowing that you have grown into an adult, that does not need them anymore like you used to as a child. I know this sounds crazy, but the fact, that they argue with you and that they talk about you, when they think you won't hear it, proves to me that they care about you. They wouldn't take the trouble, if they didn't. I have daughters growing up too.They are still a bit younger than you are, but I also have trouble sometimes to understand their moods, there motives and the way they communicate. And so we bicker, and verbally fight sometimes. It doesn't mean I don't love them though, because I do. I'd still go to hell and back for them, as your parents would for you, I'm sure. But just maybe it becomes time for you to spread your wings, and give yourself the freedom and room you need. It might help, you, them, and your relationship with them.
The problem isnt that I hide my emotions from people the problem is that when i show themto my parents I getin trouble, I get yeled at for having an attitude andhlf the time i was just beibg me. And then they talk about me behind my back as though i wasnt in the next room. Sorry if it seems like I am being down about myself, im just saying I am sick and tired of it because nothinis good enough withhem nd that drns my emotions, and why should i go and be hpy to be calld down five hundred times a night and I am doing stuff to relax because i think i need a break, but they call me for everything! Even to fetcj my stupid brother because he is playing videogames wih headphnes on. And when he's not he pretends not to hear in hopes i get called down instead. Why should I be happy about ny of that? Hence whyI try to forceit. I am not hiding my emotions excepthe urge to scream at them and waltz out that door.
If life seems jolly rotten
there's something you've forgotten
and that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
from Monty Python's "Life of Brian"
there's something you've forgotten
and that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
from Monty Python's "Life of Brian"
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Quote by Rebellious_Soulhey, you can yell at me any time.
So... I just blew up on this forum earlier. Sorry for yelling and yeah... I can handle my parents they are a problem but you know what goes around comes around.
If life seems jolly rotten
there's something you've forgotten
and that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
from Monty Python's "Life of Brian"
there's something you've forgotten
and that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
from Monty Python's "Life of Brian"
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why? I need a friend to talk to. Rebsssssss! I need to talk to you!
Sigh... today is that kind of day. The kind we just can't win anyway around.
I can feel that know. I dont think I am going to be able to sleep for a while.
Just stay calm, things will be fine.