I am overwhelmed
and I can't think straight,
My mind is a fog
And I procrastinate,
I need some clarity,
need to find my way
and then I need another
6 hours in a day.
My little porcelain dolls, why must you stare unblinking?
You stand so tall, and still, what are you thinking?
Your painted lips are silent, why do you keep smiling?
I know you can hear, and i know you keep on seeing.
What do you hear?
What can you see that I do not?
What makes you smile?
What are you thinking?
I Could Not Keep You Near Me
I could not keep near me anymore,
I let you go.
I love you,
It hurts me too much in knowing you.
It cuts me deeply you prefer
Her to me,
When you know I love you deeply.
I could not keep you near me.
I left a piece of my heart with you.
I shall always love and want you.
I could not take your nobleness,
And I could not keep you as only a friend.
This is my goodbye to you,
I wish you well and happiness.
I hope your heart thaws one day,
Perhaps the memory of me will be in it.
I hope you understand my reasoning,
And know I only did what was best for me.
I could not keep you near me.
To Love Someone
To love someone who has wronged you
Is not the easiest thing to do
To be able to turn around and tell them
"It's okay, I've forgiven you"
Takes a great deal of strength and courage
Not all of us possess
Qualities that are much harder to find
When one is filled with anger and in distress
To be able to rise above
A wrong that cannot be undone
Takes a special kind of inner-strength:
A special kind of someone
I wish that I could do just that
Open my heart and free my pain
But I'd feel very susceptible
To the same thing happening again
So, as much as I'd like to be noble
And take the higher ground
There is no way it's going to happen
While this anger is still around!
How do I reassure someone,
That it is alright to feel distant?
What words can help me say,
There is no reason why you can't?
Who knows the what is right,
And knows that every thing is okay?
When will there be the time,
When that other person finds their way?
Where do we go in the end?
Just trying to fight for a friend.
I've got this hat.
It's a very fine hat,
but there's just one thing that...
No, I'd better not say,
for if I do, you may
be jealous.
Jealous or not,
you'll love my hat
it has a watch in it
and looks spiffy on me,
oh wouldn't you just love to see?
Let Me Love You or For A Moment
Let me love you for a moment,
For an hour, for a night
For all time.
Forget everything else,
It's just you and I
In this one moment.
Please let me have this
With you.
Let me be yours and you
Be mine just for right now.
I won't tell anyone,
This will be our secret.
Let me love you
The only way I know how.
Let me love you,
Just for one moment.
Accept it, cherish it.
Remember it.
Remember these arms, this heart.
This moment is ours,
I shall never forget it.
Hope our day is fabulous
May it be forever bright
Hopefully the snow won't last
But until then hold me tight
Disintegration of the Heart
I'm almost afraid to tell you
Exactly how I feel
In case you laugh and mock me
And my confidence you steal
I want to love you, truly
I want you give you my heart
But I am so afraid you'll abuse it
And casually you'll tear it apart
I dream of us being together
Of two singles becoming a pair
My fears, though, caution me against
Bothering to venture there
Suspicion whispers in my ear
That you're being nasty and cruel
That if I allow myself to fall for you
You will treat me like a fool
I believe that you will hurt me
Lead me on for your twisted fun
Then turn around and humiliate me
In front of everyone
Why do you treat me so badly;
Do you want me to hate you?
That is never going to happen
It's something I just can't do
I love you so much it's painful
It keeps me awake at night
Just give me the tinest sign
You're willing to make this right
I can't go on like this forever
Needing you in my life
Say the word and I will willingly
Take you for my wife
I know that you're with him now
But that won't last much longer
My love for you is much more real
Much truer and much stronger
Once he's out of the picture,
You will see what was meant to be
That in spite of your protestations
You were always meant to be with me
No, I should keep my feelings to myself
Even if they do make me ill
If I don't I know that one I will snap
And I will lash out and I'll kill
It could be you or it could be him
It won't matter on the day
I will murder anybody who
Tries to get in the way
Of my getting what I want
Whether by free will or by force
What I want most of all, though
Is your love, of course
But if I cannot trust you
To be honest and sincere
How can we have a future together
Without suspicion, dread and fear?
All you have to do is tell me
That you love me clear and true
And I will give you everything
I'll give the world to you
But if you treat me badly
Tease me and make me cry
Then you can kiss the rest of your life
A very swift goodbye
I love you, can't you see that?
Why won't you love me as well
You're driving me crazy acting like that
Every day is a living hell
Damn you, I love you I hate you
I want you out of my head!
Go away you're evil
I want you damn well dead!!
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I want you out of my head
I want rest, I need respite
I'm too tired to carry on loving you
When I know it isn't right
Help me, baby, help me
Tell what I need to do
How to move on with my life now
A life that doesn't include you
I want to die, I want to live
I want peace, I want rest
I want you most of all
Because, baby, you're the best
But you don't even know who I am
Which is why our love can never be
You're my ideal, my perfect partner
My dream, my ultimate fantasy.
I have no idea who wrote this but it always makes me chuckle!
FIFTY SHADES OF GREY - (a husband's point of view)
The missus bought a Paperback,
down Shepton Mallet way,
I had a look inside her bag;
... T'was "Fifty Shades of Grey".
Well I just left her to it,
And at ten I went to bed.
An hour later she appeared;
The sight filled me with dread...
In her left she held a rope;
And in her right a whip!
She threw them down upon the floor,
And then began to strip.
Well fifty years or so ago;
I might have had a peek;
But Mabel hasn't weathered well;
She's eighty four next week!!
Watching Mabel bump and grind;
Could not have been much grimmer.
And things then went from bad to worse;
She toppled off her Zimmer!
She struggled back upon her feet;
A couple minutes later;
She put her teeth back in and said
I am a dominater !!
Now if you knew our Mabel,
You'd see just why I spluttered,
I'd spent two months in traction
For the last complaint I'd uttered.
She stood there nude and naked
Bent forward just a bit
I went to hold her, sensual like
and stood on her left tit!
Mabel screamed, her teeth shot out;
My God what had I done!?
She moaned and groaned then shouted out:
"Step on the other one!!
Well readers, I can tell no more;
Of what occurred that day.
Suffice to say my jet black hair,
Turned fifty shades of grey.
Why
Why did I have to meet you?
There is no rhyme or reason,
Save for the fact that I love you.
It is my deepest joy and most bitter agony
In doing so.
I cannot be with you.
I can only love you from afar.
I must hide my feelings
In places no one else can find them.
Muttering them in the dark,
In the cold.
I must wait for angel wings
And heaven's gate before I let you know.
I must stay away from you,
Shivering in agony, alone.
What can I do to save you,
What can I say to change their mind.
Even though you hurt them.
What they plan to do, I'm not behind.
Yes, it was wrong to open your mouth.
Because our family got hurt or worse.
But they can't see it's a mistake.
And their flawed action takes course.
You have to be responsible for your actions.
But not to their extreme.
Know that what you did was wrong.
Or they'll make everything a distant dream.
I am not giving up on you.
Do not that for granted.
For if you do me wrong.
Their wish will be granted.
Now people don't shun her away.
She has time to grow still.
But not away from the sun.
Darkness will take hold until.
There is nothing left of
Our dear family member
Luna...
The Idolater Unrequited
You leave me breathless,
Excited and aroused
But ultimately frustrated
Ours is a love than can never be
Not that it's wrong or anything
Only totally impractical,
That's all.
You are so far away,
Socially and geographically,
That our paths are unlikely to cross
Anytime this side of hell freezing over.
Besides, what would you want
With the likes of me?
I'm nobody
I'm just the guy who worships
The ground you walk on
Who is transfixed by your image
Every time I see it
On TV or on a poster
Advertising your latest movie
You are a superstar
I'm a fan
I always have been
Right from the start
When you were up and coming
And making a name for yourself
I was a fan even then
Your number one fan
I love you
I know what I feel is real
Even though I also know
You will never love me the same way
It doesn't matter
The way I feel about you means
I forgive you anything.
Maybe you do know
About me
And how I feel about you?
Maybe, but unlikely.
It's my favourite fantasy
The one I imagine most
When I miss you.
Maybe I'll make the effort
To come and visit you
In your grand home
One of these long lonely days.
It would be amazing
To meet up at last.
Would you like that?
I wish I had a brick,
to whack a prick,
but I don't,
so I'll just build a house
for a mouse.
