birds of a feather
flocking together
those birds shall not come to my stoop.
Do I let go
Letting fear win
Should I hold on
Living this sin
My heart is breaking
My anxiety is high
Though it is precious
It's all a big lie
You're my weakness
My tortuous knight
I will stay ...IF
You also fight
Don't use me
Let this not be abuse
For if this is real
Its worth all I'll lose
My brain sometimes malfunctions
Threatens to overload
As I navigate the junctions
Of life's confusing road
If life seems jolly rotten
there's something you've forgotten
and that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
from Monty Python's "Life of Brian"
You know the old adage is true,
Everybody plays the fool?
That is certainly true.
I thought I was the fool, a joker, a harlequin.
Now I see it was you all along.
My eyes can see what my heart cannot,
My mind is catching up
To what held me down.
Ghosts of us I must let go.
Once upon a time I thought you were perfect.
As the daylight starts showing the world
and the sun soon will light up the sky
I decided to simply enjoy it
and to live without wondering why
If life seems jolly rotten
there's something you've forgotten
and that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
from Monty Python's "Life of Brian"
I know you watch me.
I can feel you there, looking over my shoulder.
I wasn't good enough for you,
Now the opposite is true.
I'm fucking sick of it,
people stealing my shit.
Get a muse of your own
before I decide to cleave you in half
I'm not even kidding, your work is a laugh.
There's no substance to it,
it's totally shit,
yet you don't realise...
You're a fucking twit.
Fuck off.
Still Haunting Me
I can feel you in the shadows, watching me silently.
You cannot speak but I know
You are missing me.
Perhaps it is my voice or
The place you once occupied in my heart.
I can feel the tiniest atoms changing
All around me, fine as the smallest particles
There ever was, or will be.
I sense it is you.
I can feel your energy searching
For me, if only in the tiniest way.
You still haunt me,
I wonder how you are.
What's new with you?
Do you ever think of me
The way I think of you?
I have missed you.
Will there be a day that I won't?
I still love and think of you.
You are still haunting me.
Questions
Would your heart be alright
If I suddenly passed away?
Would you be at peace with yourself
Without anymore words to say?
What will you be remembered for as you're knocking on heaven's door?
Will the angels let you in or
Send you to an endless hell of your own making?
Hearts are not made of stone.
Yet you crushed mine
Into a million pieces.
They flutter into the wind,
Never to be held back together again.
Now all I'm left with is doubt.
If you suddenly passed away?
My heart would fail and crumble
My soul would freeze that day
And I would falter, stumble
I would not care about those angels
They could send me straight to hell
I would be in there already
that's what my cold soul would tell
If life seems jolly rotten
there's something you've forgotten
and that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing
from Monty Python's "Life of Brian"
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Pm each other off the board please, if nothing else.
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This is a Poem thread, let's keep it as such.
Thank you,
Blue