The transition is almost complete. I can feel it. Soon I'll be adjusted to my new age. It's been a difficult three years. I fought against it. A good fight; but I've run out of weapons. I'm adjusting quickly to the occupying forces. Of elderly forces. Of lesser capacity and capabilities. Of accepting the fact that there are more memories in my past than are possible for me to create in the future. The future is not hopele...
Longing burried young Sexually schizophrenic, untouchedBody bend, body flungSilky thread, tightly clutched Desires drowning in despairSurfacing from time to timeTo be pulled back under without airHands up, they climb A muffled crack of thunderGrasping hands searchingFinding, holding, pulling, will I sunderStill water, surface breaks yearning Pulled dry, receiving kiss of lifeOpening eyes, focusing on elven fairnessKissing...
Heart jumping Sensation of flightBlood pumpingCeiling floats in sight Straining to flip overLimbs fall numbHitting soberPain striking like a drum Suspended mid airHooked through the heartIn emotional snareDangling like a piece of art Universe rushing inGoing through withdrawalNeurones searing, burningStripping lust in brawl Left with pure loveHooks start meltingFree like a doveHurt no longer pelting
Childhood innocence, orgasmic feelings barredStuck behind this fence,body left, scarred For years and years,sexual expression, fighting.Always taunted, so fierce,one day, lightning. Shielding eyes, hurting,exalted feeling, all so bright.Bars crack open, disconcerting,angel wafting, bathing in light. Atomic heat, searing,embracing pure ecstasy.Gazing around, fearing,smiling, finally free...
