The world around me is starting to hate me for who I am and what I've become. Why am I like this? What do they want from me? Is it my mistake aching for love? Is it my mistake to be born this way? Should I kill myself? Is it that they want from me? If that is what they wish for, then I'm happy to do that. It is better to die than living unwanted! I wonder, would anyone miss me if I ever did that and all I can do is laugh...