Bulimia Stories

i'm fine you want me to let her go? she's my friend my only friend she's helping me be skinny skinny beautiful fat ugly * help me she won't let go help me i'm stuck help me she's killing me * no i'm fine i'm okay i'm winning no longer a failure * (("so just be a good girl and please follow my rules don't forget i'm taking over transparent is what you'll be in no time...")) * she doesn't let go she won't let go I was her f...

She heard the voice, heard it as it told her how ugly,  how fat she was,  how much she needed to not eat, to be skinny.  And she ignored it,  and she lived  and she ate  and she was healthy. And for that,  because she ignored the voice  telling her she was unbeautiful,  she was a beauty.

She sits down at the table, Wants to push all the food away, Maybe garbage it, Her stomach growls, hungry for more, But it turns too. She feels so sick at the prospect of eating, And she doesn’t even have an issue, It just pops up, like she needs any more randomness In her jumbled up, mixed up, screwed up life. But she deals, she eats and talks and plays okay. She feels bad afterward, like maybe she should… Purge, but the...

"You won't cry for my absence I know, you forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Isn't something missing?" "Isn't someone missing me?" He chuckles at the young girl's silly question, "You think someone's missing you ? You pathetic, weak, ugly little girl? Don't hope for that! Hope I'll let you live." The girl whimpers in fear and looks down at herself. How fat and disgusting she was! Why, she'd...

"...What I do know is how it changed my life foreverI know I should know better..." Look. Listen to me, Just for a moment? Just for a minute, please. Okay... I haven't gone through this, not to a high extent, because I had people there that stopped me. I know a lot of you don't, but listen, okay? Listen to these words alone, Don't listen to your brains, Don't listen to the bullies or the mean girls, Or any other stupid pe...

She sits at the table with her friends, No lunch in hand, Said she had no money, Honestly, she's just not hungry. She smells the fumes from the greasy food, Sees it drip onto the plate, Stomach turns and she feels sick, Runs to the bathroom and feels herself deflate. She can't eat, she just can't. They don't understand, If she does she gets sick, Her stomach hurts, she feels guilty and just...ick. Please don't look at her...

I hate this,I hate how I look.Look at how fat I am,How ugly. How could anybody like me? "Did you see her? "She's so beautiful !" "She's so skinny !" "Damnit, why can't I look like that?" See? Look at them stare.I'm a fat ugly pig.Need to eat less, less, less . Be pretty.Be skinny. "Are you eating enough, sweetie?" "Are you okay?" "You're so beautiful, but you're so skinny!" "Darling, tell me what's wrong." No! No, I'm fin...