Is this what it feels like to lose the one you love? How can you explain to others, when it was your choice to end it? How could a heart, hurt this bad, when it was supposed to be love? Is this going to be as hard as it gets, or is just going to go worse from here? I loved her. Everyone who knew me, knew how much I loved her But it wasn't working, and it hadn't been working for a long time. Now I am left, sitting here, on...