Despair Stories

Light tries to tumble through my windowBut it only hits the glassAnd bounces back into summer.Curled up on my bed,Huddled under the blanketTo hide the cuts and ribboned pain,I see it throw itselfAgain and again,Hurling itself with rumbunctious abandonTo slap me in the face and throw me to the ground.Meaningless.The light cannot touch me now.Night jasmine is sweet and beautifulAnd scents the air with delicious perfume.It h...

Suicide over 1 per day active militaryrate up veterans as well....I showed this to Major Stevens, he liked it Darknesscalling medeep from my troubled soulholding me to my past deedshorrible deeds terrible deedsmind reeling begging for peacedesk draw openhurting eyes lock on my piecedarkness telling meone click you have peacemy angel howling crying outtaking human formbeautiful hand on mineeyes pleading heart calling mebri...

Every wound heals Leaving you with scars Some big and some small I see you struggling day in day out standing in by lanes of life Unable to soothe your hurts and not letting me heal you, I see you scratching your old healed scabs Making them bleed afresh. I see a weary soldier fighting for his soul, A fight he loses sometimes or wins a minor war. I make you crave dreams, family, and love All hallucination of desert mirage...

Take away all that is the best of me Suck me dry and render it down Leave me a hollow husk of former life Gone... and all because of you. Why do I hang upon your every word? Why do I cling to myth and mirth? Why can’t I simply say enough! And leave. And run. Run! Far and fast, away from you. Ignore that which breaks in my chest Ignore this glowing thing that threatens to die To erase my existence, so I drift away Lost and...

What did you see when you looked at meThe woman who gave her heart, so young and carefreeThe woman who you claimed with a ring of diamonds and goldDo you see the woman you promised to love, honor, and holdYour words were sharp they cut like a knifeI dont know why I ever made you my wifeThe tears they fell like unending rainHow could you have left me in this kind of painWhat did I do, why did your love grow coldYou made me...